Lone wolf .

2010-05-21T23:28:00.002+08:00

CIAO .

im closing down this blog soon ~
making it private .
but im putting up a new one .
so watch out .
(:

2010-05-09T19:14:00.000+08:00

CIAOCIAO !
(:

im being bad by totally being inactive here .
kinda too tired to blog .
=xx

having a hard life now ..
continuously swinging to the extremes..
and torn apart by many ..

but im gonna put a mega post on my birthday!
so gonna do it .
:D

look forward ! ( majulah singapura ~~ )
CIAOCIAO -♥-

i dont need a friend who cant accept who i am .
if this goes on ,
i rather we just go in our seperate ways,
and just leave me alone ..

2010-04-28T16:53:00.003+08:00

CIAOSSU !
:D

today was Chinese prelims ,
super fun !
don't know why ,
this year like no stress when taking exams leh ..
simply just having fun with me papers ( im not psycho , okay ? )
and really didnt study much ..
yeah ..
=xx

no point stressing myself out when its only MYE .
or maybe that im just too slack ..
who knows ?

anyway ,
enough of exams ..

gonna show another cool video .
ENJOY !

comment about it on the tag board !

CIAOCIAO -♥-

2010-04-24T14:13:00.004+08:00

CIAOCIAO !

kinda bored .
actually ..
very bored !

geography test on monday .
MYE i mean .

Anyway ,
MYE's coming for so many secondary school students ,
so im sharing this epic video .
Don't try this at home .

GUANYINMA.COM !
lols ..
enough for today ,

CIAOCIAO ♥

2010-04-18T22:23:00.001+08:00

CIAOCIAO ♥

Happy Birthday Janice !
:D

anyway ,
i had the most ( and i mean most ) wonderful weekend .
totally fun !

SATURDAY !
went hiking !
weeeee :D
with my brother Issac ,
Yvonne ,
Qiu Yan ,
Guo Yuan,
and Jacob !
from VIVO ...
walk walk walk ..
to Henderson Waves ..
to hill top walk ..
to hort park ..
then to SOUTH BOUNA VISTA !

How long is that ?
tell you .
its a 5 hour walk (more like climbing hill after hill) .
under the HOT HOT SUN !
T.T
and of course ,
i got sun tanned .
WAHHHHH !!!
*cries out loud*
T.T

After that ,
when to bugis street with qiu yan ,
and went back to queenstown to meet Cindy , her sister , Cheri & Shao Yee !
totally awesome time .
not gonna elaborate .
too bad for missing out so much if you never went .
WAHAHAHA !
xD

SUNDAY !
church church church !
weeeeeeee :D
so much fun ,
so much amazement !
happiness .
found out so much about so many things !
about so many people !
♥ them so much .
then lunch lunch lunch .
weeeeeeee somemore :D
after that went to NP to help out ,
totally awesome!
tiring ,
but awesome !

Yeah ,
Monday's gonna suck ,
but ya ,
who can help it ?
Monday blues .
):

that's all .
CiaoCiao ! ♥

p/s : ♥ Cheri tingting , Shao Yee , Cindy & her sister ! Awesome people ! :D

2010-04-15T20:25:00.001+08:00

CIAOSSU !
(:

throw away the upset things ,
and let's talk about happy things !
:D

Happy Thing #1 :
Did I lose weight or is my shirt getting loose ?
YES !! WEEEE !!
Happiness TIMES infinity !
:D

- awkward silence -

ahem ahem ..
*pretends to clear throat*
okay , you guys didn't see anything ! ( just pretend with me guys ~ )
(:

Happy Thing #2 :
SS MYE is over !
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D
going mad againnnnnnnnnnnnnn ,
seeeee meeeeee dragggggg myyyyyyyy wordssssssss !!
are you dragging ?
yes you are !
don't lie .
i know you are .
hahah .
:D

Happy Thing #3 :
dummy has thought of a great idea for dumbdumb's birthday !
yes ,
you heard it right !
DHAB the Dumbdumb ( opps .. haha ! ) is so gonna get an TOTALLY AWESOME BIRTHDY GIFT !
HUAHAHAHA .
MUAHAHAHA .
NYAHAHAHA .
xD

Happy Thing #4 :
Core History Exam officially over !
Core History is ♥
yay !!!
:D

so many happy things ,
who wouldn't be happy ?
:D

CIAOCIAO - ♥ -

is giving me attitude the only thing you can do?
bitch .

2010-04-09T19:02:00.005+08:00

FUCK .
NOW FATHER KAO BEI KAO BU AGAIN .
ASSHOLE .
><

SO WHAT IF HE'S MY FATHER ??!
IF HE'S MY FATHER ,
HE SHOULD JUST FUCKING STOP MAKING ME SHOUT AND LOSE MY VOICE AND STOP FUCKING GIVE ME ALL THAT FUCKING PRESSURE WITH HIS SO CALLED DEPRESSION AND MY TESTS AND MY EXAMS AND MY SO CALLED BETRAYAL !!!

WILL HE JUST FUCKING SHUT UP ?
._.

All that was just a pack of lies .
Your tears from two days ago , is NOT a man's tears .
Just crocodile tears .
I can't believe that I trusted your words , and I will never believe you anymore .
Because you dissapointed and hurt me time and time again .
Don't ever claim that you understand , because I know you don't .

2010-04-09T17:26:00.000+08:00

AM I EVEN SUPPOSED TO GO TO SCHOOL WHEN I CANT EVEN TALK ?
AND WHY MUST I FORCE MYSELF WHEN I CANT EVEN CARRY THAT BAG OF MINE ?!!

._.
damn it .
father's giving me alot of pressure .
saying that he has depression ,
telling me about his danger at work .
trying to make me realise how much stress he's in .

THEN I FUCKING NO STRESS MEH ?
I SICK ALSO CANNOT AR ???!
I HUMAN LEH !
NOT SOME SUPERHUMAN THAT WILL NEVER FALL SICK .
EVEN SUPERMAN GETS SICK YOU KNOW !
ZZZZZ .
._.

im already straining myself to speak ,
and there you are trying to make me scream and shout .
NICE WORK MAN .

2010-04-09T14:29:00.006+08:00

CIAO .

not going to a happy post ,
vulgarities ahead .
and dont bitch about me skipping exams and tests .
thats so not true .

not happy ?
fuck off .

read on only if you're really interested .

I LOST MY VOICE FOR NO REASON .
but i got it back ..
a little i guess..
._.

family ..
in utter chaos right now .
quarreled yesterday .
THE WHOLE FAMILY .
parents ..
high chance of getting a divorce (shut up about adults being immature) .
as one of the children ,
i feel super freakinglishly disturbed .
brother as well .
both of us taking o levels THIS YEAR .
i have SS MYE today ,
my brother need to hand in F&N coursework too .
with our mental states like that ,
how to study huh ??
._.

and my mum naively believes it would't affect us .
puh-leaseee !
it does !
):

and now she accuse me of skipping school to skip SS MYE ???!
T.T

FRIENDS :
misunderstanding here ,
misunderstanding there .
bias-ness to someone .
UHHH !
><

and yes ,
i have a bitch friend,
and i know it takes one to know one ,
so shut up about that .

she ,
only know how to copy copy copy .
copy other people's notes (and i mean almost everytime !) ,
all her work = copy other people de .
that means ,
although she did not actually copy during exam ,
everything she studied is copy other people de .
and why im blogging about it ?
because its irritating !!

DOESNT SHE HAVE A FUCKING BRAIN OF HER OWN ?
CANT SHE THINK ON HER OWN ??!
ZZZZ .
._.

its so obvious ok ?
she's sits beside me ,
and its definitely NOT D or J ( im making it so obvious liao ) .
take one occasion ..
teacher ask to copy notes ..
but people copy de all very short ,
not even half a page .
mine ?
ALMOST 2 PAGES .
and her's was almost the same length .
furthermore ,
i was just rewriting everything i wrote before .
and she copy copy copy ..
at first i put my foolscap on the table ,
she peeked ..
then i put on my lap ..

then you know what happened ?
HER NECK STRETCH LIKE GIRAFFE LIKE THAT AND PEEKED SOMEMORE !!

B-R-A-I-N-L-E-S-S !
its so obvious right ?
cant she just use her brains for once ?
zzzzz .

whatever ~
im so tired right now ..
medicine is making me float in the air ._.
not drug abuse hor !
its the drowsiness .

CIAOCIAO ♥

2010-04-07T12:25:00.006+08:00

CIAOSSU .
(:

this is about my trip back to Batu Pahat for 'ching ming' .

Day 1 :
on 霸王车 to malaysia ,
the van like freaking cold ehh !
my hands cold until cannot sms .
T.T
one an a half hour journey ,
so i decided to be bo liao .
:D

SHHHHH !
=xx

i know i look ugly ..
but i don't care-eh-eh-eh-eh-eh ~
=P

after we reach my cousins' house .
we went to the seaside and makan makan ..
:D
got too engrossed and forgot to take photos .
=xx
after that ..
of course go back sleep lar !
but i bo liao again .
=P

AHH !!!!!
GHOST !!!

ahah !!
ahah !
ahahaha .
ok what the hell .
._.
this is why people say im lame .
zzzz .

Day 2 :
woke up at 6am ( supposed to make up at 5.30 ),
to 扫墓 ,
which is to go to the graves of family members ..
and clean the place up ?
something like that bah .
lols ..
(:

1.30 , mama and maid go home .
phew .. !
天下太平了 ..
=xx
slacked the whole day off ..
got too bored ,
so decided to play with my cousin's eyeliner ..
=xx

Day 3 :
ate breakfast the pumkin house ( or something like that ) ..
this is their milk tea ..

cool right ?
:D

then went shopping ..
at BP mall !
:D
no ,
not Bukit Panjang Mall ( there's no such thing even in singapore ) ,
but Batu Pahat Mall !!
thats one of the shirt i bought .

weeeeeee ♥

my missing 5 ringgit 'diamond' ring .
T.T

went to makan at night .
and OMG !
look properly ,
there's 2 lizards instead of one .

THIS SO IS ' EEWWWW ! ' ,
especially when you're going to eat .

WL said :
you see the lizards ?
They know I saw they so they shy shy dont wan to liao .

LOL ??
恶心死了 !!
anyway ate claypot rice ,
one word : FAN-TAS-TIC .
wooh !
and its only 3.80 ringgit (~ $1.60) !

this is the state of the house when we went home .

):
this proves that there's a little terror (we call him a terrorist) ,
and we have a wanted dog in the house !

that's her .
she's KIWI !
so cute right !
(:
but look closer ..

still look so cute right ??
look closer somemore ~

see that black thing ?
that's her prize .
a cockroach killed by her ,
like OMG ???
=xx

heheh ,
last night ..
and decided to be bo liao once more !
xD

' Ehh , what's your problem huh ??!! '
first attempt on being buay song !
LOL !
=xx

that ends it all ..
other photos found on my facebook!
CIAOCIAO ♥

2010-04-01T09:21:00.007+08:00

CIAOSSU .

as people might know ,
i've told my father that im a believer of Christ .
haiz ,
with the expression of 'pek chek'ness on my face ,
you guys can guess that its nothing good .

The Results :

I have 3 new ' dog tags ' : Betrayer , Family Breaker , Heart Breaker .
My father hates my second brother even more .
The whole family is in utter chaos .
My family is on the very verge of breaking .
My father disowned me .

not what you expected ya ?
i expected it long ago .
thats why i was so hesitant to tell .

I tell you ,
pride kills .
why ?
the whole family is like that because of his bloodly pride .
He strongly believes that there is a 心病 between him and my brother ,
for people who cant understand ..
it simply means psychological warfare .
he feels that its because its my brother who didnt trust him ,
simply because my father kept nagging that him when he was young .

but leh ..
this is what i think why my father doesnt like ( hate) my brother :

My second brother is only my step brother , meaning that he's not my father's son .
My brother is a believer of Christ as well . He simply feels that Christians are evil , and are just wolves wearing sheep's skin .

now for elaboration .
why he feel that Christians are evil :

Because 7/8 of the G8 countries have a huge number of Christians ( somehow it seems he feels that they are like a Catholic state or something like that ) , thats why the world is not progressing .
The Vietnam War was caused by Christians . He believes that Christians uses 'spreading the Gospel' as an excuse for Christians to kill .

just so many lame reasons .
funny right ?
obviously he doesnt no anything and you know that he says ?
" 你不要看我安安静静很像只会看报子和看钓鱼的书，我每次都有在旁边观察人家的, 只是人家不知道而已hor ! "
translate that into singlish(easier to understand) :
" you dont see me just sit down the like quiet quiet read newspaper and fishing magazines hor , i always got obverse people de hor ! "
he uses this exact proud tone to speak .
zzzzz .

LAME . HOW MANY MILLION TIMES MUST HE SAY THIS ??
he's saying this either because he want to be seen as he's so smart ,
or he just wan some 'face' .
but let be tell you ,
its either he is so emotionally blind ,
or his observation skills is simply too sucky .

Please ,
whatever .
family's in chaos ,
mum's trying to make it worst .
mum said ' i dont want to be the middle man ' ,
in the end ..
she wants to have a house meeting like some hongkong drama to solve everything .
contradicting herself !
zzz .

lame shit .

CIAOCIAO .
Off to Malaysia ( Malaya LOL ) .

i dont get why you're still being such a bitch .

2010-03-28T21:04:00.004+08:00

Cool new 2NE1 MV ,
freaky but cool !
:D

2010-03-28T20:51:00.001+08:00

CIAOSSU !

super cool .
i edited the blog skin all by myself !
YAY !
*claps claps*

feeling super hyper right now ,
because i'll be dead later on .
haiz ,
going to tell my father that i have been going to church .
dont know how he'll react ..
there's just so many things going through my mind right now .
super headache .
T.T

anyway .
im like so tired right now .
*yawns*
busy weekend ,
but watched ' How To Train Your Dragon ' !
totally awesome ,
if i was watching the 3D version ,
i would be probably trying to 'dodge' the flames and the dragons ,
and probably be screaming the whole time .
=xx

anyway ,
had fun trying to sneak food in as well .
:D

going to malaysia on thursday .
dont know if i should go to school or not ,
because there's history test on that day !!!
):

dont like it ,
cause im leaving Singapore at like 4 ?
and i have to leave home by 3 ??
sucks .
D:

seniors are going to step down from cca .
totally sucks sia .
im so going to miss the juniors .
):

promise to update as soon as possible ,
CIAOCIAO - ♥ -

i feel like grabbing you and just slam you on the floor .
dont act like an angel and ruin my life .
i just dont get why people will believe you even when your acting really CMI .
and whats the point of acting ?
tskk .
._.

2010-03-12T19:50:00.003+08:00

CIAOSSU .
(:

well ,
last day of school ..
equals to i just got my CA1 results .
you can say its both shocking and surprising .
and i totally acted like a mad woman outside staff room ,
equals to break down ,
cried ,
shouted ,
scolded ,
basically just losing my mind for that moment ,
with so many people staring .

i didnt break down because of my results ,
its because of her .
even if you ask me a million times ,
i wouldnt tell you who .
if i wanted you to know ,
i would have already done so ,
so dont ask .

actually prepared to criticise her here ,
but decided to act kind .
(:

thanks to the people who comforted me .
denty ♥
ribena ♥
creamie - na ♥
loki ♥

love you guys loads ,
and not forget Him ♥
a million loves to them .

anyway ,
Mr Lim is going for course ,
Mr Tay's the next VP ,
well , i dislike the appointment ,
and feels that the position to be given to someone who has stayed for a long time in the school ,
like maybe Mr Kong ?
my criticism ,
better to go into the detail offline ehh ?
=x

made new friends ,
lost friends as well ..
but its ok ..
at least i know who my true friends are .
(:

revealed too much ,
so ,
CIAOCIAO (:
weeeee ~

dont think you can beat me so easily ,
you have be academically better ,
but there are some things in life that you can never copy .
go ahead without a thinking of your own ,
for you who is forever so insecure ,
for you who is build your life around your greed ,
your greed will never be satisfied .
you can never succeed in life ,
and you will never be happy .
that's why you hate life ,
its a vicious cycle .
not cursing you ,
just simply speaking the truth .

2010-03-10T14:31:00.002+08:00

CIAOSSU !
:D

hey ,
Sports Day was cancelled !!!
well , actually postponed ..
but love the lessons today .
no textbooks ,
no stress .
so much slacking ,
totally awesome !
:D

lots of photos today .
(:
unglams take majority .
and i admit im still in pms mode .
i cant it if my face is like that what .

2010-03-06T09:31:00.003+08:00

CIAOSSU .
(:

not really happy ,
because of yesterday .
haiz , totally spoil my mood .

well ,
to the 2 totally 不要脸 and 自以为是的三八 on the lrt ,
here's my message to you :
Tskk , is this all you can do ?
criticize anyone and everyone you see ?
who are you to make of me huh ?
so what is i have a damn big butt ,
or damn coarse legs ?
i never once proclaimed that im slim what .
so whats your problem huh ?
is looks your everything ?
and even worst ,
one of you is fatter than me .
so if you're even fatter than me ,
then what rights do you have to talk about my body ?
even worst ,
you put make up le hor ,
make you even more ugly .
if you dont know how to put ,
then dont put !
your character have already made you so ugly inside ,
and now plus your makeup , even more jialat .
if you dont mind , can both of you just get a proper full length mirror ,
and properly reflect on yourselves .
get a reality check , will ya ?

end of message .

anyway ,
i love Dhab's FOB Talk .
awesomely random .
(:

CIAOCIAO ♥

Don't be so good to me .

2010-02-26T19:42:00.003+08:00

CIAOSSU .
dont ever think that the KHR madness is gonna go away .
(:

Anyways , havent posted for a day few days .
and i came up with something .

Hate teachers ?
yeah , i do to sometimes .
so im gonna put here my list of things i hate about teachers .

I hate teachers who dont understand .
I hate teachers who dont listen .
I hate teachers who cannot accept other people's opinion .
I hate teachers who pressurize students to do something that cant be more meaningless .
I hate teachers who dont know the rules and act as if they are so righteous .
I hate teachers who ask students to lie .
I hate teachers who ask students to cheat .
I hate teachers who who dont understand students .
I hate teachers who blame communication problems on students .
I hate teachers who blame their epic failures on students .
I hate teachers who cannot connect with the students and act as if they can do it so well .
I hate teachers who think that they're some big boss .
I hate teachers who dont know their limits .
I hate teachers who act that they're nice when they're obviously not .
I hate teachers who simply make excuses to praise himself in front of students .
I hate teachers who are just so lame .
I hate teachers who make a big fuss over a little piece of shit .
I hate teachers who think they understand when they dont .
I hate teachers who dont have a backbone .
I hate teachers who are so gay in a so not hilarious way .
I hate teachers who only knows what is the agenda for the day .
I hate teachers who just so damn boring .
I hate teachers who thinks they are so funny . yeah . very funny .
I hate teachers who are so not flexible .
I hate teachers who just cant shut up when its time to do so .
I hate teachers who ALWAYS release students late and blame it on the students . please lar , you are the one who wants to nag . you can choose not to .
I hate teachers who are just such assholes .

this list has a long way to go ,
but i cant think of anymore .

im not saying that all teachers suck ,
there are totally awesome teachers i know of ,
but im just having bad experiences with one particular teacher ,
whom i think fits most of the above ,

well ,
no more talk .
CIAO CIAO ♥

p/s : i cant bring myself to trust anymore . the locks are up , and its a million times stronger . i was too naive to believe .

2010-02-20T23:26:00.001+08:00

whatever , fucked up bitch .
i dont give a fucking damn anymore .
tell the whole world lor .
go !
go ahead .
not my business .
dont plan to explain either .
say lor ,
i dare you tell the whole world lar .
say until i like a fucking great sinner that i have to kowtow to you and beg for forgiveness .
you wish man !
tskk , fuck go lar .
i dare you .
you dare you go .
dont need back stab me .
i dare you say out loud .
i dare to shout .
because i know that you make me pissed .
then make me even more pissed .

you pro .
but let me tell you ,
dont hide in your little world .
i dare you step out and OPEN your bloody eyes .
dont think that you're the worst off in the world .
dont be so fucking naive .
use your brain and think .

you wan compare right ?
i use myself .
just look at my personal background and yours .
since the very first day of school ,
and i mean first day of nursery .
i receive negative criticism EVERYDAY in my life .
always get bullied .
go home kena ignored .
kena beaten .
you ?
have happy family ,
lead a good life ,
wan what have what .
pampered since young .
who's worst off ehh ?

here i am trying to rest ,
then there you are pissing me off .
serious lar ,
im already trying my fucking best not to crumble and fall under all that stress .
and im not referring to stress from o levels ,
and there you are making me lose a grip off myself .

im tired enough .
i let you make the choice .
friend , or no friend .
ally or enemy ,
you choose lar .
i dont care anymore .
its up to you .

2010-02-16T17:46:00.002+08:00

CIAOSSU!
Happy Chinese New Year !
( and i know its too late ) .
(:

dead blog i suppose .
=xx

anyway , been in Batu Pahat for 3 day 2 night .
& i seriously love it .
(:

the days of eating ,
sleeping ,
and really slack .
totally AWESOME .
:D

& i totally realised something man :
I can NEVER travel alone .
(:

Ciao Ciao ,
going to eat with my father .
:D

2010-01-26T18:44:00.003+08:00

CIAOSSU (:

these are the videos i promised ,
there they are !
:D

Note :
I dont own any of these videos .
& thanks to whoever who subbed the videos (:

CIAOCIAO ♥

2010-01-23T11:01:00.002+08:00

CIAOSSU :D
KHR MADNESS doesnt seem to go away ,
so just bear with the ciaociao :D

Today is :
'Play in the Pool' Day !
because i really cant call it swimming when we're just splashing in the pool .
:D

and i am so going to show off my new sunburn on monday ..
but before that im gonna start whining .
=x

bored bored bored .
everything seem like a torture to me man .
this world is so inhuman .
dont torture me ..
):

boredom is really getting me to me .
my jokes are even lamer than before ,
AND I DONT WANNA DO NYAA !
T.T

CIAOCIAO ♥

2010-01-21T19:29:00.007+08:00

CIAOSSU :D

200th post here !
( i took a few days to realise it )
lol !

anyway ,
i found this wonderful MV on youtube .
(its one of the recent opening song for Naruto Shippuden)

Enjoy !
Sign By Flow ♥

2010-01-21T08:51:00.000+08:00

my life is in a total mess .
i really need this time to stop and see .
thank you Lord .

2010-01-16T23:48:00.000+08:00

blog revived .
(:

im kinda too tired to post right now ,
so byebye .
(:

2009-12-06T21:17:00.004+08:00

CIAOSSU .
This world is getting so boring ,
and im so bored .
everyone is getting lamer and lamer ,
so i decided to be lame as well .
:D

Warning :
No offence to anyone for the things i write about ,
its my own stand .

Well ,
people have been flooding on the comment board of G-D's Heartbreaker MV ,
and ..
They think G-Dragon's the male version of Lady Gaga .
& I've also heard that people say his singing and dancing suck .

Here's my stand :

Come on lar ,
STOP BLOODY CALLING HIM LADY GAGA ,
OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT .
G-dragon debut so much earlier can ?
Why would he want to copy Lady Gaga ?
If he does ,
it brings no good to him ,
it would only spoil his reputation as a singer .
Its just some dumb thing near your eye ,
on your face .
its just makeup .
whats the big deal ehh ?
its just some drawing ,
or what ever it is .
So whats the big fuss about ?
Furthermore ,
it only appeared in first part of the mv .
ONLY THE FIRST PART .
get that ?!

Second thing ,
if you think his singing suck ?
you think his dancing suck ?
then ,
try singing the same song ,
dance the same dance .
And then make a mv of your own of this song .
See who's better .
If you cant do it ,
honestly ,
just shut up and enjoy the mv ,
if not just get lost .

Try standing in G-D's shoes .
Being accused of things that he has never done ,
being criticised as if he has done some big crime .
Seriously lar ,
even if you wanna comment ,
give CONSTRUCTIVE comments .
If not , just keep them to yourself man .

Anyway ,
im super pissed off with my father right now ,
because he wants money ,
i have to suffer .
just because i am a girl ,
i have get extra suffering .
YOU GUYS ARE MODERN PARENTS ??
PUI MAN .
only dumb ass people will believe that you are .

he just puts a freaking huge banana beside me ,
and ask me to eat it .
obviously i HATE bananas ,
and so i naturally dont eat it right ?

DUH !
and then ,
he comes out saying ' Ting ar ! Your Banana ! EAT !!! '
and the next minute he comes out again and say ,
' Ting ar , dont choose ! This is good for you . Must eat ! Don't be so picky ! It's not as if im giving you poison to eat ! ' .

tskk ,
seriously ,
food that you dont like is basically like poison ,
don't you agree ?
He knows so well that i hate it like hell ,
he still force me to eat .
Try and imagine someone forcing you to eat the food that you hate the most ,
and see how it feels .

i just ate that dumb ass banana ,
and i vomited .
kudos to you man !
i havent eaten much these few days because im not having a good appetite these days ,
and you're here to ruin it even more .
wah sai ,
wonderful man .
thanks ar !
._.

lucky i only ate a little ,
throwed the rest away .
or else i'll start vomiting more .

and FYI ,
im not that kind of people who just eats and vomit out later on in the toilet .
if not i would be like so freaking a bag of bones right now ,
which of the polar opposite of me now .

zzz .
really in a freaking bad mood .
someone ,
cheer me up .
i mean if you dare .
>.<

CIAO CIAO ,
im freaking bored .

2009-12-05T12:40:00.002+08:00

apparently .
this whole month is gonna suck .
ehh ,
bring back the cold hearted books .
i cant take this anymore .
seriously .
damn lar .
fuck off .

2009-12-04T22:41:00.003+08:00

CIAOSSU !
;D

watched HUA MULAN with wan kiat today ,
and its totally awesome can ?
LOL ,
and sorry wan kiat for all the screams in the cinema ,
those sences were just too scary .
T.T

so sorry for being so noisy .
=x

anyways ,
today's a good day ,
and i believe that that tomorrow would be a good day too .

CIAOCIAO .

was it fate ,
that let me see you once more ?
i wanted to talk to you ,
i wanted to smile at you .
but ,
it was just too sudden ,
and i guess that you wouldn't want to talk to me anyway .

2009-12-03T20:32:00.004+08:00

CIAOSSU !
:D

not gonna talk much today ,
i need to rush through my tuition homework ,
as well as miss chen's homework .
T.T

yesterday's performence totally rocked man !
even though nobody was listening ,
i enjoyed it alot !
WAY TO GO CHOIR !!
:D

as you guys may know ,
im a fan of BIG BANG's music .
& BIG BANG itself ♥ .

im going to put TAEYANG's mv here ,
because i just cant get sick of it ,
and it just simply rocks !
everything about it rocks man ,
even till the last few seconds .
its just makes me replay the song again & again .
:D

here its is ~

TAEYANG - Wedding Dress .

2009-11-30T18:59:00.000+08:00

you make me laugh ,
you make me cry .
now fuck off ,
and let me live my life .

2009-11-28T16:31:00.004+08:00

Hello ...

& CIAOSSU !
:D

found this short video on youtube ,
again .
>_<

seriously !
watch it man !

Full of expression by Nichkhun - Starking

2009-11-28T11:02:00.001+08:00

如果世界上没有爱，就没有恨。
可是，
如果世界上真的没有爱的话，
就没有我们所谓的幸福。

Life ,
on its own ,
is a fine example of irony .

2009-11-27T12:02:00.002+08:00

i dont know what to write anymore .
i just want to go to that place where i love the most .
i just , want to be alone ,
but i still want company .

2009-11-26T00:10:00.002+08:00

today is so thursday .
its just past 12 ,
im just too pissed to sleep right now ,
and bored that im going to be slacking around the house .

haiz .
):

i better do some catching up on miss chen's homework ..
or else im going to be so dead when school reopens .

CIAOCIAO .
):

2009-11-22T19:09:00.002+08:00

CIAOSSU !
:D

obviously the KHR madness not over .
because it rocks !
♥

i no idea what happened to me today ,
i suddenly super ki siao and freaking hyper .
><

yesterday ,
i went to walk around bukit timah ,
& i found 2 really nice shops .
shops that sells GOOD FOOD .
honestly ,
super good .
& for dhab ,
its hahal !!!!
:D

one of them even got the ' DIE DIE MUST TRY ' from makansutra !
how cool is that ?
anyway ,
im so not going to tell you where is it ,
im just gonna bring you there .
obviously by special requests .
xP

exceptional for 5 special people ,
who i will just willingly bring them there .
shh .
i wouldnt tell you who they are ,
so give up the hope of following us man !
=P

CIAOCIAO ♥

you melted my heart ,
like how the sun melts the ice cream .

2009-11-19T14:19:00.002+08:00

CIAOSSU !
<3

NUMBER ONE THING IM GONNA SAY .
CHOIR CAMP ROCKED !
BUT GROUP 2 ROCKS THE MOST .
:D

thanks to the sec two committee for putting so much effort .
and money .
lols .
the camp is ♥ .
but sadly ,
my stupid body is gonna kill me soon .
so i didnt participate in some of the activities .
i tell you ,
the night walk was fun !
MUAHAHAH .
and the ghost stories didnt scare me .
xP

i even made fun out of it man .
super cute imagination of mine .
thinking of funny it is seh lols .
because i watch too much thai horror movies uhh .
then all these ghost stories like chicken feet .
lols.
but hor ,
must still be careful lar ..
even not scared also cannot anyhow talk lar .
just in case ....
just in case ......

AHHHHH !!!!!!!!!

okay ,
i know ...
super lame-o ,
but i like it .
:D

anyway ,
last night ,
i was busy drawing a page full of lame ,
and ridiculous ,
and stupid characters .
if you wan see ,
i would be so willing to show you .
but right ,
can guarantee that after you see hor ,
your face will be like ._. .
xD

anyway ,
i miss someone so much .
& thank you someone for being so concerned about me . ♥

im going to take care of ' i dont know what ' ,
and watch F.O. ,
so CIAO CIAO !
:D

im going to say this once more ,
and you better read properly ,
and listen properly .
you are a fucking bitch .
total asshole .
fucking kaypo .
fucking hypocrite ,
fucking backstabber ,
fucking think that you control people around you .
fucking no life ,
fucking think you smart .
fucking looking down on people .
fucking lame like shit .
fucking dont know how to treasure people .
fucking
fucking think you everything also right .
fucking totally no brain .
fucking no common sense .
fucking act innocent .
you .... cute ?
wah sai .
can vomit blood lor .
act friend right ?
you wan play my friends right ?
you wan play with me right ?
fine .
you come .
you dare you come .
i play with you .
play you until you die .
you better watch out .
step on my tail on more time ,
and im going to make you life miserable like shit .
serious lar .
your acting suck like shit man .
i saw through you so long ago already .
you fucking almost ruin my life .
you fucking almost ruin other people life .
trust me ,
im letting you off only because of that one person .
i know that she has no idea what is going on ,
i know i cant protect her for the rest of my life ,
but im going to protect her as much as i can ,
because she's totally innocent .
tskk , you say people change ,
you say people dont understand you .
but use your brain lar
we never changed .
you were the one who changed .
stop blaming people hor .
asshole .
seriously .
i dont wan use vulgarities also cannot lor .
because there is totally no other words in the dictionary that can describe you .
haiz .
if you want ,
i can put your big name here .
i would be so glad to do so .
and i'll do it for FOC .
(:

& really sorry to the readers that im not referring to ,
that there are so many vulgarities here .

2009-11-13T21:27:00.002+08:00

CIAOSSU !
:D

bridging has officially ended people !!
WOOOHOO .
♥

happy like mad !
:D

tomorrow's going to a day full of rushing ,
or maybe not .
LOL .
depends on when i want to go queensway .
ITS AWFULLY KILLING ME .
EVERYTHING IS JUST KILLING ME .
even my own body .

i may seem super hyper ,
but trust me .
its the total opposite inside .

CIAO CIAO !
i have a busy day tomorrow .
and im hating it .

i wouldnt regret what i said ,
you wan to regret it ,
so be it .
you want to think of it like that ,
so be it .
i would even bother explaining myself whatsoever .
since you dont wan to listen to me ,
fuck off my life .
i dont need someone who wouldnt listen .
i rather you give you hearing to the deaf .
at least they are willing to listen ,
totally unlike you .

2009-11-10T18:40:00.010+08:00

KONICHIWA .
(:

uploading a video to show ,
because i think is is just too funny .
This is a korean show , " Family Outing " ,
and its seriously super cute .

in case you guys dont understand ,
to win , they have to stand on the straw storage ,
that big white colour thing .

leave your comments at my tagboard
:D

credits to youtube & ramen soup subs for subbing :D

2009-11-08T09:15:00.002+08:00

CIAOSSU !

yesterday go out with korkor .
:D

exam over still study ,
so study with him lor .
hahas .
i so want to see he hair when he rebonds it .
then i shall laugh HAHAHAHA .
:D

nothing much to say le ,
so CIAO CIAO .
(:

i guess you made your choice .
and i shall respect your decision .
chest pains .

2009-11-06T05:57:00.003+08:00

CIAOSSU PEOPLE !

BREAKING NEWS HERE ~
there's this mother who asked her young daughter to shit at the kopitiam / food court / what ever AT ION ORCHARD !
this mother gave her daughter shit in some bucket we all used before when we were young as well .
this news appeared on yesterday's sin ming newspaper ,
and people complained that they could smell the ' aroma ' man !
imagine that when you're eating !
and hor ,
ION ORCHARD GOT SOOO MANY TOILETS .
CANNOT GO MEH ?
ARE THEY REALLY THAT HARD TO FIND ?!
seriously lar ,
she just diu singapore de lian you know ?
its simply too disgraceful to do this kind of thing outside leh .
suan le lar .
make me damn speechless uhh .

half of bridging is going to be over ,
and im definitely not looking forward to the second half .
T.T

i've made my choice .
but you have to make a decision for me as well .
whether you want me wait , stay , or go .
i initially wanted to post those 2 messages that i was about to send you ,
but i guess now there issnt a need to .
i love you , i really do .
i mean every single word i say ,
because every single one of them is the truth .

2009-11-05T08:27:00.002+08:00

when you were sleeping on the bus ,
i knew that its would be my last chance .
even though i was prepared ,
but it suddenly didnt seem that way .
you'll always be that charming ,
no matter what you do .
i will never change my mind ,
and all i want is you .

2009-11-03T20:08:00.012+08:00

“ 我该如何让你明白我爱你，
在那之后你点头收我愿意。”

"i want to stand with you on a mountain ,
i want to bathe with you in the sea .
i want to live like this forever ,
until the skies fall down on me .. "

" i dont this moment to ever end .
where's everything is nothing without you .
i'll wait here forever , to see you smile .
cause its true .
i am nothing , without you . "

- for you , & you alone -

2009-10-25T10:22:00.004+08:00

HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY KARINA !
:D

WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY ?!
i want my report book badly !!!
T.T

and i know thre's going to be a F9 inside there .
=x
but who cares .
i like it .
:D

but i wouldnt let it appear next year .
MUAHAHAHAH .
I SHALL KILL ALL THE FAILS IM MY REPORT BOOK .
NYAHAHAHA .
ok , huiting , shut up .
=x

ANYWAY ,
MUAHAHAHAHA .
AGAIN ._.
went shopping yesterday ,
at imm , bugis street & bugis junction !

i kinda spent money that im not supposed to ...
so now ,
IM BROKE !
T.T

but never mind ,
and anyway , bugis street is boring .
that is if you went there two weeks ago ,
and have to go again ..
):

but bugis junction was fun ( surprisingly ),
because there's PMK !
:D
and all the clothes are sooooo nice sia .
almost wanted to buy everything .
=x
seriously , nice .

i wished i could buy more ,
but next time bah .
anyways , if wan see chio bu ,
also can go there see .
the staff all chio uhh .
ok .
maybe not all ,
but most of them chio leh .
(:

and ,
pepper lunch rocks !
especially the CARAMEL ICE CREAM !
damn sweet .
=3

and my stupid brother just suck .
call me and scold me all the vulgarities .
hate him man .
WHO ON EARTH WANTS TO WEAR HIS PANTS AR .
and somemore i so fat .
EVEN IF i wan wear lar ,
also cant fit me seh .
TOTALLY NO COMMON SENSE .

i need go uhh .
CIAOCIAO !
(:

AND DUMB REPORT BOOK ,
YOU DONT REACH MY HANDS TOMORROW ,
IM GOING TO TEAR YOU APART .
>=(

like as if im going to real do that .
._.

what can i say ,
i already knew that something like this would happen .

ps : ohh fuck , shut up .
your acting sucks like hell , so just stop . no one is going to pity you . except for her .
i hate you for treating her like that .
thus , you seriously deserve to be called that five letter word .

2009-10-20T22:55:00.002+08:00

EXAMS . OVER .
MUAHAHAHAHAHAH .
NIGHTMARE IS GONE .
:D

although ,
results were not good as i expected ,
but i know i did my best .
so ,
not crying over spilt milk .
& dont feel like comparing anymore .
because it just stinks .
but leh ,
just cant kick that habit .

no school tomorrow ,
i shall rot at home ,
and study a maths .
(:

really , nothing to do .
honest like siao .

byebye .
(:

seriously , i hate your show off attitude .
poor so what ?
in what way has it even insulted you ?
its the thought that counts ok .
not the quality ,
not the price .
and one more thing ,
get your facts right .
that amount , is not small at all .
so stop trying to flaunt your wealth when you are not even rich .
how long can you continue to flaunt like this ?

2009-10-11T11:41:00.002+08:00

CIAOSSU PEOPLE .
:D

ONE BIG NEWS .
I CAN GO TO THE SARAWAK , KUCHING TRIP .
NYAHAHAHAHA .
HAPPY LIKE MAD .
but loki cannot go .
jj also cannot go .
T.T

left the ' na ' s going for the trip .
never mind ar .
at least still got someone pei me .
(:

ANOTHER BIG NEWS .
i completed my e maths paper !
ok lar .
its paper 1 .
but still ,
YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY !!
:D

LALALALA .
but now leh , need choing core history & a maths .
CIAO CIAO !

2009-10-04T09:37:00.010+08:00

CIAOSSU !

although i know that little/no one reading ,
but still , hellos !
:D

exam exam exam .
sucks sucks sucks .
now want is to pass my e maths .
& everything other than a maths .
simply because , a maths no hope le .
._.

studied at karina's house yesterday .
hahas .
then like me and weiyu and karina using one table .
lols .
then i spilt water .
):
but never mind that .
study time ended up into ..
story telling & youtube time .
HAHAHS !
:D
like so stupid ah .
but do the amaths sec 3 2008 EOY paper going die liao .
so dont talk about this year's de .
><

KORKOR 'S BIRTHDAY IS COMING .
& it means that HIS birthday is coming too .
dont know what to buy ...
._.
okay ,
let's sleep & not think so much .
:3

ehh .
wait wait wait ...
shit .
need study for SS exam tomorrow .
this sucks man .
):

CIAOCIAO !

我爱你，好爱你。
但是，对不起。
我先走了。
再见。

2009-09-28T22:28:00.002+08:00

CIAOSSU ! (:
revival post .
xD

i know i know .
stupid skin colour .
im so much darker .
because i went swimming .
with 2 chiobus & one ' shuai ge ' .
happy happy .
LOL .
:D

then after that go imm garden plaza slack .
the night sky was so nice man .
i miss staying outside until midnight .
):

exams are near ,
busy revising like siao .
especially for both maths .
& choinging 3 TYS .
this sucks so much .

but i know ,
sec 4 life even worst .
so let's play while we can .
as in , after the exams .
:D

CIAO CIAO . ♥

我以为你是一只特别的猫 ,
但没想到你只是个会吃鱼的猫 ..

i really have nothing else to say to you ,
just that ,
your acting , is just too good .
or was i too naive ?

2009-09-19T21:54:00.001+08:00

MUAHAHAHA PEOPLE .
im back from * i dont know where *
:D

AHH KOR GOT DA SAO .
HAHAHAHA .
GRATS !!!
AND GRATS ME TOO .
SO WHEN YOU BULLY ME I CAN COMPLAIN .
xD
last long ehh ~
:D

2009-09-05T08:36:00.002+08:00

Tell me a story, my heart is empty.
Let the tears flow, my eyes are dry.
Too long has dicouragement bound me.
Lift my soul, let me fly.

Tell me a story, my hope has diminished.
Tell me of faith and love.
Remind me that we are created.
To live on earth as in heaven above.

Tell me a story, fill my heart with compassion.
Open my eyes, I've been blind.
Remind me that all men are brothers,
That we all should be loving and kind.

Serve me another helping,
More Chicken Soup of My Soul .
To love let us encourage each other,
That higher dimensions of love may we know .

- Lieutenant Morris Passmore, USNR .

2009-09-04T20:06:00.004+08:00

hello !
hehehe .
commitee meetings again & again .
and now im going undercover !
:D

got back result slip / report book .
honestly ,
i wanted to die .
HORRIBLE MAN !
all dropped ..
except chinese & e math ..
i want to give up on a maths ..
totally dissapointed ..
but ,
blame it on myself lar .
too bad for me .
its the end .
(:

byebye for now .
:D

P.S. you asshole . even that guy is so much better than you , and i shall take back everything i said that time . its me and him now .

2009-09-01T09:23:00.000+08:00

STUPID DUMB ASS BLOGGER .
piss me off early in the morning .
and i just realised ,
that my posts are all getting shorter and shorter !
maybe because i cant use the com for long .
ok uhh .
going to go sentosa play with family .
CIAO CIAO !
:D

2009-08-12T22:34:00.001+08:00

HELLO .
:D

kinda lazy to post ,
so tata .
(:

the poem's coming soon ~
so watch out .

2009-08-01T21:07:00.000+08:00

CIAOSSU !
im bored , just finished ipw .
ME & RIBENA rocks !
THE 24/7 NON STOP PAIR .
:D

starbucks rocks ,
totally ROCKED .
the cheesecakes .....
new york and oreo cheesecakes !
second visit tomorrow ,
here we come !
:D

AND AND AND ,
im going to share a very nice poem soon ,
so watch out for it !
(:

2009-07-26T08:02:00.000+08:00

dont talk about yesterday ,
totally spoiled my mood .
no mood to post anything ,
so ya .
i posted for the sake of posting .
(:

you know what you did wrong ,
but never once apologised .
i see ,i know , i understand .
but yet , i dont learn .

2009-07-18T11:03:00.003+08:00

HEY HEY HEY !
:D

a secret within the five of us was born .
(:

havent posted for like weeks .
i know you guys missed me .
xD

went to cosfest '09 [ Day 2 ] !
really fun .
but i was just too tired because i didnt sleep the night before .
got alot ofphotographers .
abit scared .
many many teams ,
& ALOT OF TSUNA !!!
WOOOO !
took photos with one of them [ he looks like the real deal !]
♥

i promised Loki AKA HIBARI not to post any photos of her ,
so i wouldnt ,
because most of them are Hibari's unglam photos by yours truly .
MUAHAHAH .
if interested to see , contact me pesonally .
& i will show you one bonus photo .
but there's some one more shuai than him .
& i will never tell you who .
its my secret .
MUAHAHAHAHAHA .
xD

going for IPW now .
its a battle of N. & S. Korea .
=x

bye !

dont joke with me when you know im pissed .
it makes it worst .

2009-07-10T16:50:00.002+08:00

GOOD NIGHT .
sleep tight .
and tomorrow is the workshop & concert .
and during that 5 hours i know i want to go somewhere .
(:

now ,
i guess it was just tyco de .

2009-07-04T11:13:00.005+08:00

went to jasmine's house again !
with tingting , szu hui , weiyu !
MUAHAHA .
we are officially going to invade her house .
:D
really wished that all of us can have a sleep over at her house .
but sad .
that like so impossible right now .
):

and i love peeping at peoples secret messages on their blogs .
its easy & interesting .
OOOO .
=3

its frustratingly so .
but yet it changes all .
we know that it shouldnt be cold .
even if the rose was real ,
its just a mtter of time ,
of when it starts to fail .

this , is not reversable .
and it never will be .
that how cruel reality is .

2009-07-02T18:20:00.002+08:00

school started .
):
but slacked for 8 periods / 4 hours !
:D
kinda boring though .
2 new teachers .
MONEY & COOKIE .
hehehe !
i have no idea what to write ,
so..

CIAO CIAO .
:D

2009-06-27T11:53:00.003+08:00

CIAOSSU !
:D

'patiently' waiting for the new episode of Katekyo Hitman Reborn to come out .
hehehehes .
RAWR !!
i cant wait anymore !!!
i want to watch !!
T.T

went out with jasmine , tingting , and szu hui yesterday !
brother sister !
:D

number one priority : HIBARI COSTUME & ARMBAND !!
but not mine .
i now no $$$ .
):

took bus 190 to far east plaza .
talking about all kinds of stuff in the bus .
& became the centre of attraction .
i have no idea why ,
but so many people were looking at us .
><

the rest ,
is our secret .
you can ask me personally if you really want to know what happened .
:D

CIAO CIAO !
♥

2009-06-25T12:21:00.005+08:00

Went out with Weiyu , Denty , Kaori & Maori .
went to bugis .
took neoprints at 2 different machines .
then go vivo .
took quite alot of photos .
then weiyu have to go sentosa .
):

the first time i go see ray work and he was : SLACKING .
bad boy .

lols .
fiddled with the psp on display .
PATA PATA PATA PON !
:D

then when on the mrt home i saw one guy playing the same game .
its fate !
who ask that game so cute .
LOL .

cant watch transformers with denty , kaori and maori because it ends late at night .
for me lar .
i have a curfew to observe .
:D
and blah blah blah .
(:

watch me bare my fangs .
dont think that im so easy .

2009-06-25T12:17:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO MY BESTIE WHO CALLED ME IRRITATING YESTERDAY !
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEKAY !

2009-06-21T19:49:00.003+08:00

i cant wait for tuesday !
& i cant wait for the sec 3 camp !
but i wish school would not start again .
the H1N1 virus has took a turn for the worst .
and im talking about in singapore .
):

i cant throw it away ,
and will never forget yesterday .

2009-06-20T12:34:00.002+08:00

BORING BORING BORING HOLIDAYS !
and its going to be the last week !
NOOOO !!!!
NO WAN SCHOOL .
NO WAN SCHOOL .
MORE HOLIDAYS .
MORE HOLIDAYS !!!
T.T

i havent done much this week .
and i just realised that i didnt do the online test on heymath .
):
i suddenly have a craving for some monopoly .
and to go to place i never went before .
and i want to go to the zoo !!!
T.T

invisible ,
and everything else that is negative .
furthermore , i lost again .
that place , i will never forget .

2009-06-17T10:47:00.002+08:00

CIAOSSU .
:D

i really dont have much to write these few days ,
so im write about thoughts i have about people in my life .
i wouldnt name people ,
so just guess which one is you .
you kill me i also wouldnt tell you which belongs to who .
(:

2009-06-14T19:49:00.003+08:00

finally posting .
(:
loved the choir camp .
love sleeping until afternoon .
and its already going to be the third week of holiday .
kind of dont know what else to say .
there .
updated .
xD

lost .
both meanings .

2009-05-30T10:00:00.004+08:00

150th post !
LALA (:

bleah .
got back results .
okok only lar ..
and i realised something about all my results in my report book ..
every single page ,
i will at least have one underlined score !
how cool is that ?
xD

waited 2 hours at outside the library for nothing .
sweat so much .
T.T

AND I FINALLY GOT A1 FOR CORE HISTORY !
WOOHOO !
In conclusion , I ROCK .
xD

remember the times .
remember the days .
He sees all .
He hears all .
cry as hard as you can .
cry as loud as you can .
cry as long as you want .
cry at every single mistake you made so far .
cry at the times when you fell so hard .
cry that the times you felt so helpless .
cry that the times you felt so miserable .

but keep this in mind .
there will always me light at the end of that tunnel .
there will always be hope .
there will always be opportunities .
your dearest friends will always be by your side .
catching you when you fall .

however ,
when you give up on yourself ,
all hope will be gone .
no one can save you .
so stand upright ,
and be strong .

the wind is fast ,
the wind is strong .
but with my will ,
i will defeat the all .

2009-05-28T20:32:00.002+08:00

pissed of right now .
i cant watch anime .
cannot go anime season .
then go anime crazy ,
the stupid play player say : you have watched 72 hours of video , come back in 6 minutes to watch this video ' .
then refresh page , the number always change .
come back in 16 mins .
come back in 54 mins .
come back in 27 minutes .
come back in 45 mins .
totally piss me off .
then another player load horribly slow .
what the hell are the people behind all these websites doing ?!
._.

dont overestimate yourself lar hor .

2009-05-23T19:22:00.002+08:00

LALALA .
went for fuel with yueqi .
honestly , i dont like going there .
so like no wan talk to me .
and all ignore me .
except for yue qi lar ..
but im planning ..
on going somewhere else .
so ..
errmm.
ya , thats about it .
(:

its not how much you already know .
its how much more you wan to know .
only 2 can see right through the act ,
but one is has already left .
our definitions ,
our experience ,
is what set all of us apart ,
and is what shapes us all into who we are .

2009-05-22T20:29:00.003+08:00

fail A maths .
passed other subjects .
i dont know why i cant think lately .
really stressed up ,
nothing to do with results .
my hard work did pay off .
i passed e maths .
but im going to work even harder ,
jia yous !
(:

CURRENTLY IN LOVE WITH Kateikyoushi Hitman Reborn ! ♥
♥ TSUNA .

sick .
stressed .
happy .
dissapointed .
confused .
clueless .
helpless .
save me ,
stop the flood .

2009-05-19T17:32:00.002+08:00

boring leeadership stuff .
boring post exams things .
honestly ,
why cant the teachers start on new chapters ?
post exams are just wasting our time .

fading into the background .
no one will notice ,
that im no longer around .

2009-05-18T21:06:00.002+08:00

loved today's assembly . ♥

i know my posts are really getting super short lately ,
but i really have nothing much to say .
many things i cant reveal .
because all of them are sercrets of mine .
i'll just try to cheer up .
i'll try .
(:

it issnt something that you just think you have ,
and just go around saying , ' ohh i think i have it '
if you dont need to go for medication ,
shut up .
its irritating to hear you take it lightly .

2009-05-15T22:19:00.003+08:00

exams over .
but not the slightest bit happy .
i already know what im probably going to get .
so im prepared to die .
(:

that method may sustain it for now ,
but it is never a permanent solution .
i expected you to do what you are doing right now ,
because to me , you are too easy to read .

2009-05-14T16:52:00.002+08:00

screwed E maths exam .
seriously , even if i passed ,
my overall still fail .
._.

last 2 papers tomorrow .
& i wrote a 300 word essay about hitler's rise to power for exam !
weehoo !
:D

thats the difference between immaturity & maturity .

2009-05-09T19:11:00.005+08:00

i know i never post for a long long time .
but cant use the com ..
so ,
sorry .
=x

those 2 maths test .
really make me wan to give up on both maths .
see i study like siao ..
do so many similar questions .
in the end .
still fail .
fail to careless mistakes ,
very horribly ridiculous ones .
thanks janice ,
for trying to help me think of a way to help me pass .
i know your good intentions .
but i was in a very negative mood .
even now .
sorry for shouting at you .

i cried ,
because i definitely disappointed miss chen ..
i know she expected me to pass this time round .

i know when i cried ,
confirm got people laugh at me .
you laugh at me ,
but if you were in my shoes ,
i see whether you can laugh anot .
or even to smile from the bottom of your hearts .

talk and act like as if you very clever like that .
let me tell you .
if you were really clever ,
you wouldnt even be in the class or school you are in now .

i have no idea how you succeed .
and i carry a 4 - charge .

2009-05-01T20:44:00.002+08:00

went to IMM with my father ,
since its his off day .
(:

Went to SPAGHETTI TOO !
GRILLED SIRLOIN STEAK !!
MUAHAHAH .
:D

then go around walk walk .
talk talk .
but when i go home ,
get scolded .
._.

totally spoil my mood .

why did you have to lie again ?
why ??
i really wished ,
that it was really you .

2009-05-01T12:16:00.004+08:00

one day after syf showcase .
still very tired .
slept unti 11.30 .
-.-

got so much of homework .
sian sian .
Happy labour day !
& one more month !
:D

one last dream .
one last nightmare .
and you just vanished .
what the point ,
of me being happy on my own .

barriers .
is what i have .
and what you dont have .

2009-04-30T22:51:00.003+08:00

SYF SHOWCASE !!!!
:DDDD

LEG PAIN !
dont wanna talk about everything .
just know that this was a fun day .
& we got lots of homework .
and MR LIM was SO SWEET !
rushed here and give the guardhouse cakes for us !!
so touched !!!
(:

and know on my way home ,
i just keep shouting at someone's ear over the phone .
HEHEHS .
:D

was that you ?
or are my eyes playing tricks on me ?
or i just recognise the wrong person ?
i dont know .
and i care .
i have no idea why .
that really looked like you .
was it ?

2009-04-28T21:30:00.002+08:00

more used to standing up in class .
me no mind .
:D

Mr Low took over PC today !
totally ' exciting' k ?
and i pissed him off .
too bad for him luhs .
xD

i have no idea why ,
but im already planning for my birthday .
(:

that was definitely a deficiency disease .
tskk .
look around .
no wonder .
you are just trapped in your comfort zone .
step out of it .
wake up .
try how it feels .
LOL at you .

2009-04-26T21:45:00.002+08:00

CRACKING LIPS !!!
NOOO !!!
):

honestly , im screaming because it hurts .
trust me .
i flung my chinese test .
:D

shoe shopping & looking for someone .
totally exhausting people !

♥ heels .
trust me , i can wear them .
& i wear before 5.5 inch de without falling / almost falling .
heels like mdm prema de lar .
so happy that i can do it .
(:

no point searching .
i shall not be as dumb as him .
enemies will always exsist no matter what .
we do not live to play their games .
we live to create and be the gamemaster of our own .

2009-04-25T10:50:00.002+08:00

THE HYDROCHLORIC ACID & PEPSIN IN MY STOMACH IS KILLING ME !!
AHHH !!!
biology madness .
:D
& i didnt know korkor wears cheap cheap underwear .
=x

BUY ME HITLER'S PAINTINGS FOR MY BIRTHDAY !!
one only for US$6 million !
:D
or maybe just one of Stalin's postcards .
(:

remember His teachings ,
remember His words .

love your enemies ,
forgive and forget .

2009-04-23T21:20:00.003+08:00

know i havent posted for a super long time .
HAD CHOIR CELEBRATION ON WEDNESDAY !
totally had fun .
& WE ROCK . (:

but hor ,
after choir still got ms chen's maths class .
luckily i was the first few to leave .
i heard that some left at 7+ pm .
like so late lar .
._.

never mind .
MOTHER TONGUE EXAM TOMORROW .
shopping for shoe on saturday .
im going to have fun looking for shoes !
WOOHOO !
:D

the sightest mention of you makes me should hurt .
but the bitter cold of this world and my past struggles made me numb .
i am steed with no reins , and will never be caught .
i will race over seas and mountains ,
and make you watch me .

2009-04-18T20:47:00.004+08:00

SHEISTINGTING ♥
YUKIYUN ♥
KARIIN ♥
TENTEN ♥

- 17 Again -
thats the title of the movie we watched .
Zac Efron was so handsome .
& Matthew Perry was ...
err ..
no comments .
:D
HANDSOME GUY KISSING a AUNTIE .
disgusting .

went to jurong point for shopping .
window shopping to be exact .
if we were to really shop ,
i would be so heartbroken .
its like the clothes so pretty ,
but i cant wear it .
T.T

blame it on my size .
i admit .
I - AM - FAT .
so what ?
im on a lose weight plan which excludes excessive dieting ,
& skipping of meals .
meals must be taken .
but just in smaller portions .
anyways i have my F&N bro to help me .
and YUKIYUN ♥ to help me too .
:D

I HAD A NEW HAIRCUT PEOPLE !
& i think i look nice with it only without my specs .
contact lens & sunglasses ,
here i come !!
(:

watch this video .
it truly shows that you should not judge a book by its cover .
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9lp0IWv8QZY

it still hurts .
to even see your name .
why did you have to carry your joke so far ?
it kills me just to even think of it .
but feelings just cant seem to go away .
i dont know why ,
but my heart just keeps clinging on and refuses to let go .

i demand an answer from you .

2009-04-17T17:26:00.006+08:00

SILVER SILVER SILVER !
CHOIR ROCKS !
ROCKS LIKE HELL MAN !
ESPECIALLY THE SYF CHOIR !
WOOHOO !
WE DOMINATED !
:D

GOLD GOLD GOLD !
DANCE GOT GOLD !
AND THEY HAVE PIZZA !
T.T

happy happy !
laughter all day .
can wait for the results for the CO & drama to come out .

- pause -

wait ..
huiting need to relax .
fun day .
really damn happy lar .
silver leh !!
for past 12 years all bronze leh !
and i realized a trend in our choir .
when its the conductor last SYF with us ,
we get silver .
the rest leh ,
all bronze lor .
so juniors !!!
sustain the silver that we worked hard for !
:D

WEIYU & DENTY & KARINA . ♥
is today !
honestly im getting so much crazier .
(:

im so going to miss MR WILLIAM LIM .
DONT GO . DONT GO .
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE .
):
honestly , i really cried at VCH .
and that guy in front of me was really a bitch .
& i still feel like slapping him .
honest .

it is so real .
staying is just a chore .
leaving is essential .

2009-04-16T15:54:00.002+08:00

SYF ! SYF ! SYF !
slept at like 1 am today .
& have to wake up at 5 am
and have to reach school at 6 plus ?
totally like so rush luhs .
Sausage McMuffin for breakfast .
& my father's ♥ fried rice .
:D

met yue qi at mac .
thanks for bringing me the shoes !
went to school with yan ling's hot tea .
LOLS .
and i never tie my hair then go school .
looks nice .
:D

once the shutters open ,
go AVA room ,
ALL FRINGES UP !
then i clip until so messy ,
and not to mention ugly .
):

sing sing sing .
get scolded & scolded again .
but never mind lor .
just sing , and i got restless .
the more i sang ,
then more i do nonsense things .

shoe sole spoiled .
BOTH shoes .
have to use rubber band tie the sole to the shoe .
._.

so pathetic .
when reach VCH ,
waiting for our turn to go in ,
i wan to sleep ,
then cant feel the support .
saw the judges walk by .
then i started getting scared .

go up stage ,
even worst .
but see mr lim face ,
i no choice but to smile .
& somebody just look at us like dont like us like that .
sing sing sing lor .
until Burong Kakak Tua .
suddenly remember this was Mr Lim LAST SYF with us ,
think until i almost cry .
then i was like ' dont cry luhs . dont let Mr Lim down . Smile SMILE ! '
just when i was watching other choirs ,
i start crying lor .
and i felt like punching the guy sitting in front of me for being such a bitch ,
who only knows how to gossip about people .

falling asleep in ms chen's class .
WALA .
now going to buy a present for Janice .

DEEJAY !
:D

2009-04-15T20:32:00.005+08:00

i know i havent been posting these few day ..
sorry .
):
was really busy .
o_o

11 April :
cousins came .
was so ...
errm ..
its see ..
sian as usual ?
one of them looking for job .
then i bring them go my mum worplae for interview .
as my mum was SO BUSY ,
i stand outside like for 3 hours .
with my horribly messy hair ( bad hair day ) ,
and in the end the boss just say ' too young ' ,
then we go home liao .
i was like ,
' what ?? 3 hours for 2 words ?? '
forget it .
at least its not as bad as choir .
):

12 April :
have to wake up early in the morning to pei my cousins go vivo .
SIAN .
vivo is like nothing to shop ,
but yet they can shop for like hours .
& i didnt get to see ray working ,
aww , sorry .
):
they bought like big big bags of chocolates !!!
then i was like ' i cant eat them ! SYF 要来了 ! cannot eat !! '
T.T

13 & 14 April :
reached home at like 7+ for these two days .
all because of SYF ,
haiz .
really dissapointed with myself .
kept going flat , especially at Burong Kakak Tua .
><>Today :
WOOHOO .
going to skip 2 test tomorrow .
:D
but im going to miss HISTORY (TJJ) ,
and CHEM !
T.T
never mind .
there's always next week .
NO MATHS TOMORROW !
WOOHOO !
BUT ITS CHORAL SYF AT VCH TOMORROW !
good luck to us !
SYF choir members , report to school before 6.30 AM .
6.30 AM !!!!
wonder how im going to wake up .
><

SILVER ! SILVER ! SILVER ! SILVER ! SILVER !
:D

GOLD ! GOLD ! GOLD ! GOLD ! GOLD !!
:DD

NO BRONZE ! NO BRONZE ! NO BRONZE !
(:

YAY !
:D

CCKS CHOIR !
JIA YOU ! JIA YOU ! JIA YOU !
WOOHOO !
:D

2009-04-10T21:51:00.005+08:00

FREAKING BORED .
nothing to do luhs .
watched bleach ,
watched naruto ,
played my neopets ,
facebook-ed and still facebooking .
SIAN .

someone talk to me leh .
even if you think i dont like you ,
just talk to me .
i rather quarrel than having nothing to do .
OEL projects sucks !

dont know whether my cousin coming or not .
if not then im going to rot at home .
why i dont wan to go out ?
there is no where for me to go in singapore ,
& i have no plans of wasting my time going to hougang ,
and stone at that playground .

im going to start crying until tomorrow .
only one person knows why .
& i have already started .

i dont know what to do .
should i send it or not ?
im just so confused .
i wan to take it back .
but ..
i think we dont have much of a chance .
its not your problem ,its not your fault .
i know you want it back as well .
but the problem lies with me .

faith , courage , strength .
i lost them all .
& people are just making me feel worst .

im just afraid and scared .
hope that someone else will be better than i was .

2009-04-10T00:29:00.007+08:00

i am still Neopet-ing for a reason .
& i got a limited edition pet !
yoohoo !

i think ,
i daydream ,
i imagine .
that desire kills me .
being pulled by both sides .
im going to fall apart .

in the mist of losing .
in the mist of confusion .
in the mist of fear .
in the mist of anything & everything .

i want to shout it all out .
i need to shout it all out .
i want to find someone to talk to .
i need to find someone to talk to .
i want to have a say .
i need to have a say .
i want to melt it down .
i need to melt it down .
i want to see .
i need to see .
i want to rest .
i need to rest .
i want to die .
i need to die .
i want to relive .
i need to relive .
i want to survive .
i need to survive .
i want to understand .
i need to understand .
i want to fly .
i need to fly .
i want to belong somewhere ,
i need to belong somewhere .
i want to feel .
& i really need to feel .

9 of 11 .
10 of 11 .
11 of 11 .
1 of 11 .
2 of 11 .
3 of 11 .
4 of 11 .
5 of 11 .
6 of 11 .
7 of 11 .
8 of 11 .
9 of 11 .
10 of 11 .
11 of 11 .
1 of 11 .
2 of 11 .
3 of 11 .
4 of 11 .
5 of 11 .
6 of 11 .
7 of 11 .
8 of 11 .
9 of 11 .
10 of 11 .
11 of 11 .
1 of 11 .
2 of 11 .
3 of 11 .
4 of 11 .
5 of 11 .
6 of 11 .
7 of 11 .
8 of 11 .
9 of 11 .
10 of 11 .
11 of 11 .
1 of 11 .
2 of 11 .
3 of 11 .
4 of 11 .
5 of 11 .
6 of 11 .
7 of 11 .
8 of 11 .
9 of 11 .
10 of 11 .
11 of 11 .
1 of 11 .
2 of 11 .
3 of 11 .
4 of 11 .
5 of 11 .
6 of 11 .
7 of 11 .
8 of 11 .

the worst of them all ,
4 of 11 .
i stared at it .

tell me ,
why was i so naive ,
so stupid to not get the message .

2009-04-09T16:12:00.002+08:00

early in the morning ,
get scolded my ms chen .
so suay lar .
when i getting scolded right ,
something go inside my eye .
i start tearing lor .
then so suayly ,
i had a running nose at that time .
then ms chen thought i crying .
><

got history 20mins late .
when telling TJJ what happened ,
he also think i going to cry ,
then dont dare ask me anymore lor .
then i was like ' IM NOT CRYING LAR ! ._. '

sian .
the other lessons are not any better ,
except for chemistry .
(:

i miss watching videos of Hitler .
):

im in the Poles .
feeling so cold .
and i yearn for what was mine ,
which i lost to time .

2009-04-08T20:04:00.003+08:00

havent posted for days .
quite busy doing ms chen's homework .
see i so good .
really nothing much to say .

alots of test next week .
& SYF is on 16th April ,
in next week as well .
stress ar !!!

still got OEL .
still got maths .
sian .
><
luckily videos of Hitler keeps me entertained .
:D

i saw a car ,
a frog ,
and a man airing his armpit .
EWWW .

circumstances dont allow .
do you get me ?

you think you're perfect ?
why point out flaws that they have common with you ?
and stop asking .
its irritating .

double sided huh ?
trying to act ?
dont decieve youself luh .
wake up ,
come back to reality ,
& stop escaping .

2009-04-05T22:07:00.003+08:00

boring time at malaysia .
was there for Ching Ming .
and i was like fanning myself ,
enjoying my chicken soup .
:D

seeing 2 complicated families together ,
with hatred for one another .
quarrels , fights , divorce .
i count myself for being not so close ,
or else i would get involved too .

talking to my brother on the bus ,
really helped me realised so many things .
there are some thing that cant be helped ,
that cannot be reversed with the method we think that its right .
no one is perfect .
no one can please everyone .

my cousin is coming to singapore next week ,
so i wouldnt be free next weekend .
please dont call me out and put me on a spot .
ty .
:D

i saw my past , my present , my future .
that beautiful painting that He had painted for me .
she was just like me ,
i could almost hear her loneliness .
i knew how she felt ,
because i experienced it before ,
and still feeling it now .
i saw me in the clouds .
like the horse screaming and galloping ,
the dragon that is struggling .
in those dark clouds .
but when i stopped to take a look ,
the clouds began to move ,
slowly showing little light from far away .
it had a part with ugly and despersed clouds .
but when i saw the whole picture ,
just because that little imperfection there ,
it was perfect .
as i thought about old memories ,
tears started rolling down my cheeks .
and no one noticed ,
just like the way i want it to be ,
with no one stopping me .

hate me if you must .
this is me .
you cant change the fact .
and i am born to be a loner .
and i want to be one .

since the both of us are always left out ,
i will always be the one who talks to you .
even if i dont understand you much ,
just being able to talk to you makes me smile .
and you will always brighten up my day ,
making me laugh even though times are bad .
what i want to hear are not words of hatred , anger , or reason .
all i want to hear , is just something as dumb as us .

2009-04-02T20:36:00.002+08:00

still dont know whether i go malaysia or syf .
because its full dress rehearsal .
both are important .

happy today .
:DD
the 2 test i got back ,
both also very high marks !

practise history time !
(:

In conclusion , even if you do not study for your test , you can still get high marks !
Evidence : Yours truly . (:

pollutants ,
please luhs .
for goodness sake ,
look at yourself in the mirror .

2009-04-01T19:33:00.002+08:00

still unhappy .
haiya .
full dress rehearsal probably cant go .
means maybe kicked out of syf .
if really like that ,
just take it as i wasted my time .
super sian after getting scolded by TJJ for core history .
><

but i wouldnt go over .
i have no power .
i do not practise dictationship .

2009-03-31T16:53:00.002+08:00

123th post .

bad day .
a few should know why .
luckily Mr Kong did not come ,
or else my day would be so much worst .

i know i know ,
but i just cant give up .
its too much .
sorry .

2009-03-29T09:45:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday TINGTING !
(:

tingtings rule the world !
♥

hiding , running , escaping .

2009-03-28T21:53:00.005+08:00

FUEL with yueqi .
:D
saw rui han .
was still feeling restless .
wasnt paying much attention .
sorry for the disrespect .
really was very restless .
):

remember my crush gave me tissue paper when he say me crying .
then i stopped .
so touched !!
but too bad ,
it wouldnt happen again .
that was in primary school .

but yet again , it happened .
be jealous of me .
:D

and there is no true fairy tale in the world ,
where 2 young people live happily ever after .
i was just too naive to believe ,
even though feelings are still there ,
i just dont wan to look back ,
and go back .
its truly heartbreaking .
as i was typing .
emotions fulled me .
i was shivering ,
losing my temper ,
losing control ,
losing my mind ,
and in the end ,
i lost to the fact that you were not mine .
you were never mine .
and feeling my heart slowly break piece by piece ,
tears started flowing out .
its just too late for us .

and as im typing right now ,
im crying as well .
let me be unnoticed again .
im used to crying in a corner without anyone being there .
i was always alone anyway .
i have no one to lose anymore .
me & loneliness .
guess we will forever be best friends .
i dont mind .
not at all .

all i can do now ,
is to just be envious of other people ,
while i just sit in a corner and cry ,
being the crybaby i always was ,
that i am now ,
that i will always be .

2009-03-27T20:56:00.003+08:00

heyys !
sorry readers for not posting lately .
busy day yesterday .
and the past few days .
and my dark circles , damn obvious .
now my eye also abit swollen .
T.T

for the speech thing had to stay back .
and Mr Matthew was patiently waiting for me and shiya to finish .
and he whistled , and sang ,
and just walked about the classroom .
LOL .
finish le , then i thought can go home .
but remember still got Ms Chen's binomial notes.
WAHH .
so tired .
let Ms Chen check .
must change and change again .
calculation errors , careless mistakes , forget to simplify .
SIAO EHH .
wan breakdown liao .
went home at 6.30 !!!
so late !
even later then this year when choir doing the banner lor !
then when i got home ,
i realised ...
I LEFT MY CALCULATOR AT SCHOOL !
T.T

but thanks shiya for accompanying me .
thanks .
:D
and i took a photo of Mr Matthew sleeping .
xD
but hor .
i not pervert ok ?
just felt he look funny so i took it .
=x

- Today -
almost late for school .
still have to wake up early tomorrow for fuel .
sian .
):
SS sucked .
classmates should know why .
by english .
was a total session of LOL .
had to do a skit about The Journey Home .
Mr Matthew showed that retarded video .
i was busy reading my Chicken Soup .
:D

then when discusing ..
thats the funny part .
decided to do it like a movie .
and theva is supposed to run for like ..
2 minutes .
HAHA .
total objection from him ,
but majority wins .
(:

then me , weiyu , and shiya are supposed to be the bad guy .
so sad !
but never mind .
i cant do anything else anyways .

choir uhhs ..
dont talk about it luhs .
to be honest ,
i wasnt singing most of the time .
feeling very restless .
no mood to sing .
):

BORED .

yet again , disrespected .

2009-03-25T19:50:00.002+08:00

SYF SHOWCASE TODAY .
didnt know until kok ho told me before choir .
sian .
):

got caught for hair ,
typical me .
who just loves to cover her eyes .
:D
mr low lied ,
and i got offence form .
haiz ..
forget it .
at most clip up hair tomorrow .

dont know why ,
my right eye hurts alot .
wasnt a good day today ,
and im planing to have a early night .
who cares about homework ?

3 is the number .
and you still failed to tell me what i want to hear .

2009-03-25T00:18:00.003+08:00

once again , im posting in the middle of the night .
WHY ??
blame TWL lar .
stupid geography project .
other class need do also .
but got one BIG difference .
WE NEED SPECIFIC DETAILS , THEY DONT NEED !
no wonder i see theirs like so simple like that .
so not fair !
T.T

scribing on pieces of paper ,
making it sound logical & chim .
and to make sure it doesnt exceed 20 words .
plus minus 20 to be exact .
._.

i see ' amazon destruction ' in my web browser ,
i wan GEOGRAPHY DESTRCUTION .
i wan be like stalin .
got dictorship .
control education .
THEN NO MORE GEOGRAPHY !!

but hor ,
fat dreams man .
><

a lost sheep must always be guided .
it will never find its way on its own .

2009-03-23T15:37:00.015+08:00

hyye people !
finally got the photos of sports day .
although many of them are missing ,
but this will do .
anyways , im posting for the school's com lab .
:D
LOVES♥ -

JANICE POSING FOR THE CAM . (:
SEXY .
=x

KARINA HAVING FUN ..
AND SMILING !
(:

JIA LUN ACTING GAY . { look at his hand }

LOUIS ACTING COOL/ CUTE .

THAT'S OUR MR LOW HELPING OUT IN SPORTS DAY ! :D

MR DAVID LAU . very cool sunglasses .
COOL POSE TOO .
:D

JANICE DECIDED TO SLEEP BECAUSE SHE IS TIRED AFTER POSING FOR THE CAM .
AWW . ):

SHEISTINGTING & DEKAY'S SHADOWS .

DEKAY'S DIRTY SHOE .
EWWWW .

RED BULL CAN ON CCK STADIUM . [ field ]
this shows how dirty singaporeans can be .

THE END :D

hope you enjoyed the photos .

6 words for you .

go fuck lar hor ,

you bitch .

seriously ,

you talk somemore ,

i make you suck .

2009-03-22T22:50:00.003+08:00

havin lots of fun ,
saw funny lame videos on kai lun de blog .
then i was like .
diao -.-
i shall put videos too .
enjoy .
:D

LOL .

2009-03-21T19:54:00.004+08:00

came back from janice house .
seriously ,
i dont know how to explain .
her house got so many things to eat !!!
WAHHH !!
:D

was fun doing the project at her house .
and i just realise that she is so particular about hygiene ,
although ....
her house is messy .
=xx

happily cutting the styrofoam box .
making a mess in her house ,
secretly took photos of her ..
SHH .
dont let her know .
she's going to kill me if she knows .
but i have no plans to put the photos on this blog ,
as they are only open to the group members of my chemistry project .
- Private & Confidential -
:D

finished most of the project .
left abit ..
leave for shiya and weiyu to do in school on monday .
6 choir sessions to SYF .
and i dont want monster SYF training .
TY ♥ .
(:

to the guy who raped his daughter at least 3000 times ,
its purely a coincidence that you are born like a human .

it was taken away from me .
but i dont care anymore .
it doesnt matter anyways .
no difference made .
(: