Saturday, February 20
whatever , fucked up bitch .
i dont give a fucking damn anymore .
tell the whole world lor .
go !
go ahead .
not my business .
dont plan to explain either .
say lor ,
i dare you tell the whole world lar .
say until i like a fucking great sinner that i have to kowtow to you and beg for forgiveness .
you wish man !
tskk , fuck go lar .
i dare you .
you dare you go .
dont need back stab me .
i dare you say out loud .
i dare to shout .
because i know that you make me pissed .
then make me even more pissed .
you pro .
but let me tell you ,
dont hide in your little world .
i dare you step out and OPEN your bloody eyes .
dont think that you're the worst off in the world .
dont be so fucking naive .
use your brain and think .
you wan compare right ?
i use myself .
just look at my personal background and yours .
since the very first day of school ,
and i mean first day of nursery .
i receive negative criticism EVERYDAY in my life .
always get bullied .
go home kena ignored .
kena beaten .
you ?
have happy family ,
lead a good life ,
wan what have what .
pampered since young .
who's worst off ehh ?
here i am trying to rest ,
then there you are pissing me off .
serious lar ,
im already trying my fucking best not to crumble and fall under all that stress .
and im not referring to stress from o levels ,
and there you are making me lose a grip off myself .
im tired enough .
i let you make the choice .
friend , or no friend .
ally or enemy ,
you choose lar .
i dont care anymore .
its up to you .
Thats all she wrote . Saturday, February 20, 2010.