SYF SHOWCASE !!!!
:DDDD

LEG PAIN !
dont wanna talk about everything .
just know that this was a fun day .
& we got lots of homework .
and MR LIM was SO SWEET !
rushed here and give the guardhouse cakes for us !!
so touched !!!
(:

and know on my way home ,
i just keep shouting at someone's ear over the phone .
HEHEHS .
:D

was that you ?
or are my eyes playing tricks on me ?
or i just recognise the wrong person ?
i dont know .
and i care .
i have no idea why .
that really looked like you .
was it ?


more used to standing up in class .
me no mind .
:D

Mr Low took over PC today !
totally ' exciting' k ?
and i pissed him off .
too bad for him luhs .
xD

i have no idea why ,
but im already planning for my birthday .
(:

that was definitely a deficiency disease .
tskk .
look around .
no wonder .
you are just trapped in your comfort zone .
step out of it .
wake up .
try how it feels .
LOL at you .


CRACKING LIPS !!!
NOOO !!!
):

honestly , im screaming because it hurts .
trust me .
i flung my chinese test .
:D

shoe shopping & looking for someone .
totally exhausting people !

♥ heels .
trust me , i can wear them .
& i wear before 5.5 inch de without falling / almost falling .
heels like mdm prema de lar .
so happy that i can do it .
(:

no point searching .
i shall not be as dumb as him .
enemies will always exsist no matter what .
we do not live to play their games .
we live to create and be the gamemaster of our own .


THE HYDROCHLORIC ACID & PEPSIN IN MY STOMACH IS KILLING ME !!
AHHH !!!
biology madness .
:D
& i didnt know korkor wears cheap cheap underwear .
=x

BUY ME HITLER'S PAINTINGS FOR MY BIRTHDAY !!
one only for US$6 million !
:D
or maybe just one of Stalin's postcards .
(:

remember His teachings ,
remember His words .

love your enemies ,
forgive and forget .


know i havent posted for a super long time .
HAD CHOIR CELEBRATION ON WEDNESDAY !
totally had fun .
& WE ROCK . (:

but hor ,
after choir still got ms chen's maths class .
luckily i was the first few to leave .
i heard that some left at 7+ pm .
like so late lar .
._.

never mind .
MOTHER TONGUE EXAM TOMORROW .
shopping for shoe on saturday .
im going to have fun looking for shoes !
WOOHOO !
:D

the sightest mention of you makes me should hurt .
but the bitter cold of this world and my past struggles made me numb .
i am steed with no reins , and will never be caught .
i will race over seas and mountains ,
and make you watch me .


SHEISTINGTING ♥
YUKIYUN ♥
KARIIN ♥
TENTEN ♥

- 17 Again -
thats the title of the movie we watched .
Zac Efron was so handsome .
& Matthew Perry was ...
err ..
no comments .
:D
HANDSOME GUY KISSING a AUNTIE .
disgusting .

went to jurong point for shopping .
window shopping to be exact .
if we were to really shop ,
i would be so heartbroken .
its like the clothes so pretty ,
but i cant wear it .
T.T

blame it on my size .
i admit .
I - AM - FAT .
so what ?
im on a lose weight plan which excludes excessive dieting ,
& skipping of meals .
meals must be taken .
but just in smaller portions .
anyways i have my F&N bro to help me .
and YUKIYUN ♥ to help me too .
:D

I HAD A NEW HAIRCUT PEOPLE !
& i think i look nice with it only without my specs .
contact lens & sunglasses ,
here i come !!
(:

watch this video .
it truly shows that you should not judge a book by its cover .
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9lp0IWv8QZY

it still hurts .
to even see your name .
why did you have to carry your joke so far ?
it kills me just to even think of it .
but feelings just cant seem to go away .
i dont know why ,
but my heart just keeps clinging on and refuses to let go .

i demand an answer from you .


SILVER SILVER SILVER !
CHOIR ROCKS !
ROCKS LIKE HELL MAN !
ESPECIALLY THE SYF CHOIR !
WOOHOO !
WE DOMINATED !
:D


GOLD GOLD GOLD !
DANCE GOT GOLD !
AND THEY HAVE PIZZA !
T.T


happy happy !
laughter all day .
can wait for the results for the CO & drama to come out .






- pause -






wait ..
huiting need to relax .
fun day .
really damn happy lar .
silver leh !!
for past 12 years all bronze leh !
and i realized a trend in our choir .
when its the conductor last SYF with us ,
we get silver .
the rest leh ,
all bronze lor .
so juniors !!!
sustain the silver that we worked hard for !
:D



WEIYU & DENTY & KARINA . ♥
is today !
honestly im getting so much crazier .
(:

im so going to miss MR WILLIAM LIM .
DONT GO . DONT GO .
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE .
):
honestly , i really cried at VCH .
and that guy in front of me was really a bitch .
& i still feel like slapping him .
honest .


it is so real .
staying is just a chore .
leaving is essential .


SYF ! SYF ! SYF !
slept at like 1 am today .
& have to wake up at 5 am
and have to reach school at 6 plus ?
totally like so rush luhs .
Sausage McMuffin for breakfast .
& my father's ♥ fried rice .
:D

met yue qi at mac .
thanks for bringing me the shoes !
went to school with yan ling's hot tea .
LOLS .
and i never tie my hair then go school .
looks nice .
:D

once the shutters open ,
go AVA room ,
ALL FRINGES UP !
then i clip until so messy ,
and not to mention ugly .
):

sing sing sing .
get scolded & scolded again .
but never mind lor .
just sing , and i got restless .
the more i sang ,
then more i do nonsense things .

shoe sole spoiled .
BOTH shoes .
have to use rubber band tie the sole to the shoe .
._.

so pathetic .
when reach VCH ,
waiting for our turn to go in ,
i wan to sleep ,
then cant feel the support .
saw the judges walk by .
then i started getting scared .

go up stage ,
even worst .
but see mr lim face ,
i no choice but to smile .
& somebody just look at us like dont like us like that .
sing sing sing lor .
until Burong Kakak Tua .
suddenly remember this was Mr Lim LAST SYF with us ,
think until i almost cry .
then i was like ' dont cry luhs . dont let Mr Lim down . Smile SMILE ! '
just when i was watching other choirs ,
i start crying lor .
and i felt like punching the guy sitting in front of me for being such a bitch ,
who only knows how to gossip about people .

falling asleep in ms chen's class .
WALA .
now going to buy a present for Janice .

DEEJAY !
:D


i know i havent been posting these few day ..
sorry .
):
was really busy .
o_o

11 April :
cousins came .
was so ...
errm ..
its see ..
sian as usual ?
one of them looking for job .
then i bring them go my mum worplae for interview .
as my mum was SO BUSY ,
i stand outside like for 3 hours .
with my horribly messy hair ( bad hair day ) ,
and in the end the boss just say ' too young ' ,
then we go home liao .
i was like ,
' what ?? 3 hours for 2 words ?? '
forget it .
at least its not as bad as choir .
):

12 April :
have to wake up early in the morning to pei my cousins go vivo .
SIAN .
vivo is like nothing to shop ,
but yet they can shop for like hours .
& i didnt get to see ray working ,
aww , sorry .
):
they bought like big big bags of chocolates !!!
then i was like ' i cant eat them ! SYF 要来了 ! cannot eat !! '
T.T

13 & 14 April :
reached home at like 7+ for these two days .
all because of SYF ,
haiz .
really dissapointed with myself .
kept going flat , especially at Burong Kakak Tua .
><>Today :
WOOHOO .
going to skip 2 test tomorrow .
:D
but im going to miss HISTORY (TJJ) ,
and CHEM !
T.T
never mind .
there's always next week .
NO MATHS TOMORROW !
WOOHOO !
BUT ITS CHORAL SYF AT VCH TOMORROW !
good luck to us !
SYF choir members , report to school before 6.30 AM .
6.30 AM !!!!
wonder how im going to wake up .
><

SILVER ! SILVER ! SILVER ! SILVER ! SILVER !
:D

GOLD ! GOLD ! GOLD ! GOLD ! GOLD !!
:DD

NO BRONZE ! NO BRONZE ! NO BRONZE !
(:

YAY !
:D

CCKS CHOIR !
JIA YOU ! JIA YOU ! JIA YOU !
WOOHOO !
:D


FREAKING BORED .
nothing to do luhs .
watched bleach ,
watched naruto ,
played my neopets ,
facebook-ed and still facebooking .
SIAN .

someone talk to me leh .
even if you think i dont like you ,
just talk to me .
i rather quarrel than having nothing to do .
OEL projects sucks !

dont know whether my cousin coming or not .
if not then im going to rot at home .
why i dont wan to go out ?
there is no where for me to go in singapore ,
& i have no plans of wasting my time going to hougang ,
and stone at that playground .

im going to start crying until tomorrow .
only one person knows why .
& i have already started .

i dont know what to do .
should i send it or not ?
im just so confused .
i wan to take it back .
but ..
i think we dont have much of a chance .
its not your problem ,its not your fault .
i know you want it back as well .
but the problem lies with me .

faith , courage , strength .
i lost them all .
& people are just making me feel worst .

im just afraid and scared .
hope that someone else will be better than i was .


i am still Neopet-ing for a reason .
& i got a limited edition pet !
yoohoo !

i think ,
i daydream ,
i imagine .
that desire kills me .
being pulled by both sides .
im going to fall apart .

in the mist of losing .
in the mist of confusion .
in the mist of fear .
in the mist of anything & everything .

i want to shout it all out .
i need to shout it all out .
i want to find someone to talk to .
i need to find someone to talk to .
i want to have a say .
i need to have a say .
i want to melt it down .
i need to melt it down .
i want to see .
i need to see .
i want to rest .
i need to rest .
i want to die .
i need to die .
i want to relive .
i need to relive .
i want to survive .
i need to survive .
i want to understand .
i need to understand .
i want to fly .
i need to fly .
i want to belong somewhere ,
i need to belong somewhere .
i want to feel .
& i really need to feel .

9 of 11 .
10 of 11 .
11 of 11 .
1 of 11 .
2 of 11 .
3 of 11 .
4 of 11 .
5 of 11 .
6 of 11 .
7 of 11 .
8 of 11 .
9 of 11 .
10 of 11 .
11 of 11 .
1 of 11 .
2 of 11 .
3 of 11 .
4 of 11 .
5 of 11 .
6 of 11 .
7 of 11 .
8 of 11 .
9 of 11 .
10 of 11 .
11 of 11 .
1 of 11 .
2 of 11 .
3 of 11 .
4 of 11 .
5 of 11 .
6 of 11 .
7 of 11 .
8 of 11 .
9 of 11 .
10 of 11 .
11 of 11 .
1 of 11 .
2 of 11 .
3 of 11 .
4 of 11 .
5 of 11 .
6 of 11 .
7 of 11 .
8 of 11 .
9 of 11 .
10 of 11 .
11 of 11 .
1 of 11 .
2 of 11 .
3 of 11 .
4 of 11 .
5 of 11 .
6 of 11 .
7 of 11 .
8 of 11 .

the worst of them all ,
4 of 11 .
i stared at it .

tell me ,
why was i so naive ,
so stupid to not get the message .


early in the morning ,
get scolded my ms chen .
so suay lar .
when i getting scolded right ,
something go inside my eye .
i start tearing lor .
then so suayly ,
i had a running nose at that time .
then ms chen thought i crying .
><

got history 20mins late .
when telling TJJ what happened ,
he also think i going to cry ,
then dont dare ask me anymore lor .
then i was like ' IM NOT CRYING LAR ! ._. '

sian .
the other lessons are not any better ,
except for chemistry .
(:

i miss watching videos of Hitler .
):

im in the Poles .
feeling so cold .
and i yearn for what was mine ,
which i lost to time .


havent posted for days .
quite busy doing ms chen's homework .
see i so good .
really nothing much to say .

alots of test next week .
& SYF is on 16th April ,
in next week as well .
stress ar !!!

still got OEL .
still got maths .
sian .
><
luckily videos of Hitler keeps me entertained .
:D

i saw a car ,
a frog ,
and a man airing his armpit .
EWWW .

circumstances dont allow .
do you get me ?

you think you're perfect ?
why point out flaws that they have common with you ?
and stop asking .
its irritating .

double sided huh ?
trying to act ?
dont decieve youself luh .
wake up ,
come back to reality ,
& stop escaping .


boring time at malaysia .
was there for Ching Ming .
and i was like fanning myself ,
enjoying my chicken soup .
:D

seeing 2 complicated families together ,
with hatred for one another .
quarrels , fights , divorce .
i count myself for being not so close ,
or else i would get involved too .

talking to my brother on the bus ,
really helped me realised so many things .
there are some thing that cant be helped ,
that cannot be reversed with the method we think that its right .
no one is perfect .
no one can please everyone .

my cousin is coming to singapore next week ,
so i wouldnt be free next weekend .
please dont call me out and put me on a spot .
ty .
:D

i saw my past , my present , my future .
that beautiful painting that He had painted for me .
she was just like me ,
i could almost hear her loneliness .
i knew how she felt ,
because i experienced it before ,
and still feeling it now .
i saw me in the clouds .
like the horse screaming and galloping ,
the dragon that is struggling .
in those dark clouds .
but when i stopped to take a look ,
the clouds began to move ,
slowly showing little light from far away .
it had a part with ugly and despersed clouds .
but when i saw the whole picture ,
just because that little imperfection there ,
it was perfect .
as i thought about old memories ,
tears started rolling down my cheeks .
and no one noticed ,
just like the way i want it to be ,
with no one stopping me .

hate me if you must .
this is me .
you cant change the fact .
and i am born to be a loner .
and i want to be one .

since the both of us are always left out ,
i will always be the one who talks to you .
even if i dont understand you much ,
just being able to talk to you makes me smile .
and you will always brighten up my day ,
making me laugh even though times are bad .
what i want to hear are not words of hatred , anger , or reason .
all i want to hear , is just something as dumb as us .


still dont know whether i go malaysia or syf .
because its full dress rehearsal .
both are important .

happy today .
:DD
the 2 test i got back ,
both also very high marks !

practise history time !
(:

In conclusion , even if you do not study for your test , you can still get high marks !
Evidence : Yours truly . (:

pollutants ,
please luhs .
for goodness sake ,
look at yourself in the mirror .


still unhappy .
haiya .
full dress rehearsal probably cant go .
means maybe kicked out of syf .
if really like that ,
just take it as i wasted my time .
super sian after getting scolded by TJJ for core history .
><

but i wouldnt go over .
i have no power .
i do not practise dictationship .

HUITING ♥
Hello :D
Huiting here ♥
Hope you tagged ! (:

& I'm sorry , but I can't be perfect .
Too bad if I fail to meet your so called 'standards' .
I wasn't born to meet them anyway .
(:





afif !
bryan !
caiyi !
cassie !
ccks choir ! (:
cheriting ! (:
chrystine !
cindy !
dawn !
dennis !
denty !
DHABITAH ! :D
dion !
edwin !
eleanor !
elizabeth !
fiona !
Galvin KORKOR ! :D
jia lun !
JOSLYN ! :D
peiyi !
Kai Lun !
Keng Hao !
Kok Ho ! (:
Krystal ! (:
ms lim !
Quek tingting ! :D
shao yi ! :D
Shi Ya ! :D
Weiyu ! :D
wen jie !
Yan Ling !
Yong sheng !
Yue qi !
Yvonne !
2/5’o8 !
3/5'o9 !