123th post .

bad day .
a few should know why .
luckily Mr Kong did not come ,
or else my day would be so much worst .

i know i know ,
but i just cant give up .
its too much .
sorry .


Happy Birthday TINGTING !
(:

tingtings rule the world !
♥

hiding , running , escaping .



FUEL with yueqi .
:D
saw rui han .
was still feeling restless .
wasnt paying much attention .
sorry for the disrespect .
really was very restless .
):

remember my crush gave me tissue paper when he say me crying .
then i stopped .
so touched !!
but too bad ,
it wouldnt happen again .
that was in primary school .

but yet again , it happened .
be jealous of me .
:D


and there is no true fairy tale in the world ,
where 2 young people live happily ever after .
i was just too naive to believe ,
even though feelings are still there ,
i just dont wan to look back ,
and go back .
its truly heartbreaking .
as i was typing .
emotions fulled me .
i was shivering ,
losing my temper ,
losing control ,
losing my mind ,
and in the end ,
i lost to the fact that you were not mine .
you were never mine .
and feeling my heart slowly break piece by piece ,
tears started flowing out .
its just too late for us .

and as im typing right now ,
im crying as well .
let me be unnoticed again .
im used to crying in a corner without anyone being there .
i was always alone anyway .
i have no one to lose anymore .
me & loneliness .
guess we will forever be best friends .
i dont mind .
not at all .

all i can do now ,
is to just be envious of other people ,
while i just sit in a corner and cry ,
being the crybaby i always was ,
that i am now ,
that i will always be .


heyys !
sorry readers for not posting lately .
busy day yesterday .
and the past few days .
and my dark circles , damn obvious .
now my eye also abit swollen .
T.T

for the speech thing had to stay back .
and Mr Matthew was patiently waiting for me and shiya to finish .
and he whistled , and sang ,
and just walked about the classroom .
LOL .
finish le , then i thought can go home .
but remember still got Ms Chen's binomial notes.
WAHH .
so tired .
let Ms Chen check .
must change and change again .
calculation errors , careless mistakes , forget to simplify .
SIAO EHH .
wan breakdown liao .
went home at 6.30 !!!
so late !
even later then this year when choir doing the banner lor !
then when i got home ,
i realised ...
I LEFT MY CALCULATOR AT SCHOOL !
T.T

but thanks shiya for accompanying me .
thanks .
:D
and i took a photo of Mr Matthew sleeping .
xD
but hor .
i not pervert ok ?
just felt he look funny so i took it .
=x


- Today -
almost late for school .
still have to wake up early tomorrow for fuel .
sian .
):
SS sucked .
classmates should know why .
by english .
was a total session of LOL .
had to do a skit about The Journey Home .
Mr Matthew showed that retarded video .
i was busy reading my Chicken Soup .
:D

then when discusing ..
thats the funny part .
decided to do it like a movie .
and theva is supposed to run for like ..
2 minutes .
HAHA .
total objection from him ,
but majority wins .
(:

then me , weiyu , and shiya are supposed to be the bad guy .
so sad !
but never mind .
i cant do anything else anyways .

choir uhhs ..
dont talk about it luhs .
to be honest ,
i wasnt singing most of the time .
feeling very restless .
no mood to sing .
):

BORED .

yet again , disrespected .


SYF SHOWCASE TODAY .
didnt know until kok ho told me before choir .
sian .
):

got caught for hair ,
typical me .
who just loves to cover her eyes .
:D
mr low lied ,
and i got offence form .
haiz ..
forget it .
at most clip up hair tomorrow .

dont know why ,
my right eye hurts alot .
wasnt a good day today ,
and im planing to have a early night .
who cares about homework ?

3 is the number .
and you still failed to tell me what i want to hear .


once again , im posting in the middle of the night .
WHY ??
blame TWL lar .
stupid geography project .
other class need do also .
but got one BIG difference .
WE NEED SPECIFIC DETAILS , THEY DONT NEED !
no wonder i see theirs like so simple like that .
so not fair !
T.T

scribing on pieces of paper ,
making it sound logical & chim .
and to make sure it doesnt exceed 20 words .
plus minus 20 to be exact .
._.

i see ' amazon destruction ' in my web browser ,
i wan GEOGRAPHY DESTRCUTION .
i wan be like stalin .
got dictorship .
control education .
THEN NO MORE GEOGRAPHY !!

but hor ,
fat dreams man .
><

a lost sheep must always be guided .
it will never find its way on its own .


hyye people !
finally got the photos of sports day .
although many of them are missing ,
but this will do .
anyways , im posting for the school's com lab .
:D
LOVES♥ -


JANICE POSING FOR THE CAM . (:
SEXY .
=x








KARINA HAVING FUN ..
AND SMILING !
(:








JIA LUN ACTING GAY . { look at his hand }








LOUIS ACTING COOL/ CUTE .








THAT'S OUR MR LOW HELPING OUT IN SPORTS DAY ! :D








MR DAVID LAU . very cool sunglasses .
COOL POSE TOO .
:D








JANICE DECIDED TO SLEEP BECAUSE SHE IS TIRED AFTER POSING FOR THE CAM .
AWW . ):








SHEISTINGTING & DEKAY'S SHADOWS .








DEKAY'S DIRTY SHOE .
EWWWW .








RED BULL CAN ON CCK STADIUM . [ field ]
this shows how dirty singaporeans can be .







havin lots of fun ,
saw funny lame videos on kai lun de blog .
then i was like .
diao -.-
i shall put videos too .
enjoy .
:D








LOL .


came back from janice house .
seriously ,
i dont know how to explain .
her house got so many things to eat !!!
WAHHH !!
:D

was fun doing the project at her house .
and i just realise that she is so particular about hygiene ,
although ....
her house is messy .
=xx

happily cutting the styrofoam box .
making a mess in her house ,
secretly took photos of her ..
SHH .
dont let her know .
she's going to kill me if she knows .
but i have no plans to put the photos on this blog ,
as they are only open to the group members of my chemistry project .
- Private & Confidential -
:D

finished most of the project .
left abit ..
leave for shiya and weiyu to do in school on monday .
6 choir sessions to SYF .
and i dont want monster SYF training .
TY ♥ .
(:

to the guy who raped his daughter at least 3000 times ,
its purely a coincidence that you are born like a human .

it was taken away from me .
but i dont care anymore .
it doesnt matter anyways .
no difference made .
(:


janice's house to do chem project .
still looking around for ideas .
haiz .
really sian ..
nothing to post .
):

stop all that nonsense .


doing project tomorrow with janice .
going to her house .
and sadly i really very scared not enough materials .
haiz ..
im feeling blue now .
everywhere around me is like a war zone now .
even on the internet .
to be exact , blogger.com .

there is something that i want right now ,
but i just want to wait for it to drop down from the sky .
:D

hope it comes as a surprise .
but i doubt i will get it anytime soon .
):

i just want to put something across .
blogs are INTERNET DIARIES .

feeling disrespected .
people ,
look at yourselves in the mirror before complaining about others .
i dont want another volcano to erupt .


i know its only march ,
but i already plan on what to do on my birthday .
so people ,
if you want to celebrate it for me ,
celebrate it a few days earlier .
my birthday this year ,
i just want to be alone .
walking around with bearbear .
:D

i know i changed alot .
but too bad .
im starting to love this sucky new attitude of mine .
blame the people who always invade my privacy if you hate tis change .
seriously ,
my sucky attitude rocks . ♥


BY REQUESTED BY SOMEBODY .
I SHALL WRITE ABOUT HIM FOR ONE WHOLE POST .

lets see .
he's my note provider .
the only one who just compared me with SOMEBODY on msn not long ago .
the one who has SEXY , NOT MUSCULAR LEGS .
the one who dont wan to buy me a whole box of lollipop to make me shut up .
the one who keep want to call sean today .
the one who wan see me cry so much .
the one who used my bag as a pillow .
the one who suddenly poked me for no reason .
the one who tricked yue qi together with me this afternoon .
the one how was looking for HIS SOMEBODY when we were eating ice cream .
the one who keep wan to go home .
the one who have a phone conversation that has so many vulgarities with his friend .
and he made my hair messy .
):

i know he's angry .
because the post wasnt like this earlier .
sorry kor .
dont angry luhs .
but all those things you did that i mention above made today fun .
i initially was abit worried that its going to be very quiet .
but you proved to me that i was worrying for nothing .
thank you .
its ok if you're angry with me .
if it as me ,
i would feel the same way too .

ending this post ,
byes people .
:D

its a place of memories .
when i sat there ,
thoughts went through my mind .
the first time .
all the fun we had there .
the fun ,
the joy ,
the voices ,
the conversations ,
the poeple ,
and the emotions ,
that we had in that 3 days to one year journey .
i must say it was long .
but it wasnt smooth at all .
09 / 06 / 2007 .
its the date that explains all .
and its the date i will never forget .


had choir yesterday .
saw kok ho so we went up together .
luckily choir havent start yet !
(:

sang a japanese song .
and when they were singing do re mi fa so ,
i was just singing DA DA DA .
cant be bothered to go and read the scores .
busy doing maths during choir .
xD

after that go eat 鱼肉米粉 .
hehes .
then go home , change .
then rain bigbig .
and got one very loud thunder !
scared me and bearbear .
T.T

i wore the dress i bought .
was late . got scolded by yue qi .
ate Mr Bean..
and Mr Matthew saw me in that dress !
so paiseh luhs !!
):

went to suntec city walk walk .
ate donuts .
then went to the fountain .
took lots of photos .
and still got professional photographer take for us .
(:

made a wish .
go to arcade .
on the way there , saw 2 Mediacorp actresses .
at arcade , yue qi won a minnie mouse .
and i got nothing .
never mind .
BEARBEAR♥ IS ENOUGH .
:D

met with krystal , kok ho , and yong han .
handsome guys and pretty girls together .
lols .
im the one wearing the most formal .
and the shortest .
._.
and its black and white .
typical me .
if i was slimmer ,
i would have tried out other colours .
but im not ,
so black and white it is !
:D

went to durian head .
LOL .
yue qi , krystal and kok ho bought brownies .
so ex luhs !
a bottle of water is $ 1.60 .
><

saw mr low and his brother .
his brother is so shy .
really really shy .
and he's so cute !
you cant help it when both brothers are cute .
but mr low's brother is cuter .
LOL .

went in to the theatre ,
sat beside kok ho and yue qi .
i had nothing to do ,
so i just took out my phone and started to zi lian .
=xx
top seats .
nice views .

THE TALES OF HOFFMANN !
and Mr Lim rocks !
:D
and Olympia is just so funny !!
with her poses .

during the second intermission ,
took even more photos .
and thanks kok ho for lending me your jacket .
its really cold inside .
somehow my natural insulators not working .
):

after that , took mrt home .
then lombang kok ho's father de car .
THANKS KOK HO AGAIN .
:D
and i thought yong han was going to take some kind of magazine .
sorry ..
didnt see the other magazines that was behind .
aww . dont be sad .
SORRY !
):



im the one on the extreme left .
thank my hair that you cant see my face .
:D
and see that dress ??
its even shorter that krystal's skirt .
=x

why tell him ?
i have no idea how to face him .
not at all .


went to Jurong Point just now !
with my PREFECT GIRLFRIEND YUE QI .
and she's so jealous when im smsing someone else .
):

dont worry .
im already taken by BEARBEAR .
he's my one and only .
Loves ♥ .
bought a new dress ,
sadly cant show the photo i took .
no phone cable .
T.T

and THANKS YueQi for helping me choose so many dresses .
but in the end .
i chose the one that i first tried .
and stockings and leggings dont work .
i think im just going to buy a pair of long white socks to go long with it .
PERFECTO .
:D

i feel like its going to start all over again .


last day of school !
holiday is going to start !
yay !!!!
:D

FALALALAS .
ate ban mian with yue qi !
i told Mr Matthew that i hand in homework after school re open ,
he stare at me .
whats wrong with handing in homework after the holidays ??
):

2 projects .
tonnes of homework .
terrible and weird CA results .
looking for guys and girls to have a date with me .
LOL .
=xx
just someone to ask me out ,
provided if i have the time .
so guys ,
get your phones and start calling me !
:D

its this unimportant .
not envious of other people ,
love the life of playing ,
and slacking around as much as i want .
with no one stopping me .


posting at 1 am !
hahas .
rushing for mr tan's geography projects .
trying to get photos of sports day from dhabitah .
loves my new monster tutor YUE QI .
and bearbear is sleeping silently on my lap .
AWW .
HE'S SO CUTE !
love him too .
and love him like hell .
:D
loves to all the cute guys and girls i know .
LOVES ♥ !

quite unhappy about some things ,
dont want to talk about it .
yesterday and today were the days .
but it really doesnt have any meaning now ,
does it ?

im clinging on somehow .
i dont know why .


YEEHOO !
its ABRSM DAY !!
somehow , i wasnt nervous at all .
all i did was to go up there and enjoy myself .
and Mr Bally was enjoying himself too !
looking at him smile at us makes me feel so happy !!!
and i want to get at least a B for ABRSM ,
SO WE CAN SPEND JIA LUN'S $$$$ ,
and get on the Singapore Flyer !!
i know how to walk there from suntec city !
:D
totally proud of myself for that .
hehes .

BULL WRONG CARCAR TWO AHH !!!
by JIA LUN senior and HUITING junior .
LOL .

you did great .
took out everything huh ?
too bad .
you being with her ,
totally none of my business .
even if its just a joke ,
too bad for you too ,
i dont find it funny at all .


BOO BOO .
accidently made bearbear dirty .
SORRY BEARBEAR .
T.T

really hot day people .
im like becoming roast pig soon .
really got nothing much to say .
really want to talk to 2 people .
but i know its impossible .

you're just nobody .
you're just a coward that doesnt dare to say it in front of me .
you're a liar .
luckily i was prepared .
He told me that it was going to happen .
everything He told me , every single detail was true .
count yourself lucky that it feels like an ant bite now .
if now you would already be suffering now ,
and wished that you never did that .
since you dont know about my past ,
you will never how much i can do .
im not . and this is not it .

number of guys dunmped and still counting .


HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUEQI !
:D

early in the morning ,
11.00 am .
went to watch Marley and Me !
Marley the clearance puppy so cute .
the movie was so touching .
and yue qi said she could actually see my tears flowing of my cheeks .
LOL .

after that , go eat kaari family .
curry minced meat spaghetti .
and i forgot that i was eating my friend up .
sorry spaghetti my friend .
):

after that , went to church .
on the way there ,
really felt like vomiting .
and have headache .
haiz .
went we reached the church , suddenly felt like alot of people .
so paiseh .
dont know why lar .
LOL .

then went to fuel .
played ' Zip Zop Zap ' .
made it to the final round with birthday girl .
:D
in the end ,
due to my STM ,
i lost .
):
but yueqi won the whole game together with another girl .
congrats !!!
YAY !!
:D

and once again ,
after fuel ,
and after a long walk .
HEAVEN WAS OURS !!
in case you dont know what it is ,
IM REFERING TO THE MUDPIES !!!
YEEHAA .
[ celebrate good time , come on ! ]
:D
it was simply delicious .
and sorry yue qi for taking the bigger piece .
i really didnt know i took it .
):

what happened on the bus ,
dont wanna talk about it .
went home , took a shower .
lie on my bed .
and the moment i saw bearbear giving me a sad face .
i cried immediately .
he told me something bad was going to happen .

and later ,
SOMEBODY played a horrible prank on me .
suddenly tell me that kind of thing .
i didnt know what was happening .
make me cry like siao .
my whole house going flood liao .
T.T

k lar .
i shall continue my neopet adventures .
:D
my names ,
Mehney and Muhney .
Muhney's petpet : Inoshishi .
xD

you're making me confused .
what exactly are you trying to say ?


heavy rain again !
T.T


called EDWIN ♥ yesterday.
i guess he's busy working to feed this money-faced girl .
$$$ .


and im like posting because i have nothing to do .
and also playing facebook and neopets ,
and hugging BEARBEAR at the same time .
♥ him .
dont ask me why im playing neopets ,
but at least its better than PonyStars .
:D

seriously ,
next time i should take a photos of BEARBEAR & Big Brother together .
they both look so cute !
:D


two different people .
two different lives .
two different worlds .
you're moving forward ,
while im stepping back .

HUITING ♥
Hello :D
Huiting here ♥
Hope you tagged ! (:

& I'm sorry , but I can't be perfect .
Too bad if I fail to meet your so called 'standards' .
I wasn't born to meet them anyway .
(:





afif !
bryan !
caiyi !
cassie !
ccks choir ! (:
cheriting ! (:
chrystine !
cindy !
dawn !
dennis !
denty !
DHABITAH ! :D
dion !
edwin !
eleanor !
elizabeth !
fiona !
Galvin KORKOR ! :D
jia lun !
JOSLYN ! :D
peiyi !
Kai Lun !
Keng Hao !
Kok Ho ! (:
Krystal ! (:
ms lim !
Quek tingting ! :D
shao yi ! :D
Shi Ya ! :D
Weiyu ! :D
wen jie !
Yan Ling !
Yong sheng !
Yue qi !
Yvonne !
2/5’o8 !
3/5'o9 !