Friday, April 10
i am still Neopet-ing for a reason .
& i got a limited edition pet !
yoohoo !
i think ,i daydream ,i imagine .that desire kills me .being pulled by both sides .im going to fall apart .in the mist of losing .in the mist of confusion .in the mist of fear .in the mist of anything & everything .i want to shout it all out .i need to shout it all out .i want to find someone to talk to .i need to find someone to talk to .i want to have a say .i need to have a say .i want to melt it down .i need to melt it down .i want to see .i need to see .i want to rest .i need to rest .i want to die .i need to die .i want to relive .i need to relive .i want to survive .i need to survive .i want to understand .i need to understand .i want to fly .i need to fly .i want to belong somewhere ,i need to belong somewhere .i want to feel .
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8 of 11 .the worst of them all ,4 of 11 .i stared at it .tell me ,why was i so naive ,so stupid to not get the message .
Thats all she wrote . Friday, April 10, 2009.
