Saturday, March 28
FUEL with
yueqi .
:D
saw
rui han .
was still feeling restless .
wasnt paying much attention .
sorry for the disrespect .
really was very restless .
):
remember my crush gave me tissue paper when he say me crying .
then i stopped .
so touched !!
but too bad ,
it
wouldnt happen again .
that was in primary school .
but yet again , it happened .
be jealous of me .
:D
and there is no true fairy tale in the world ,where 2 young people live happily ever after .i was just too naive to believe ,even though feelings are still there ,i just dont wan to look back ,and go back .its truly heartbreaking .as i was typing .emotions fulled me .i was shivering ,losing my temper ,losing control ,losing my mind ,and in the end ,i lost to the fact that you were not mine .you were never mine .and feeling my heart slowly break piece by piece ,tears started flowing out .its just too late for us .and as im typing right now ,im crying as well .let me be unnoticed again .im used to crying in a corner without anyone being there .i was always alone anyway .i have no one to lose anymore .me & loneliness .guess we will forever be best friends .i dont mind .not at all .all i can do now ,is to just be envious of other people ,while i just sit in a corner and cry ,being the crybaby i always was ,that i am now ,that i will always be .
Thats all she wrote . Saturday, March 28, 2009.
