im pro man .
this year ..
fainted for the 18th time .
-.-
seriously did i get AIDS or something ?
go clinic check up after .
this is what the doctor said ,
" Sorry to tell you , but you have Anemia . and you also need to take more water and Vitamin B-12 . Because of your low count of red blood cells and dehydration , you fainted . "
what the ..?
i really didnt expect myself to have anemia .
-.-
haiz ..
sad lar ..
no wonder sometimes people come and ask me whether im ok or not .
i just realised that my face really became more pale .
T.T
never mind .
Yue Qi , Krystal , and all my friends in choir ,
good luck ya !
dont let Mr Lim call you for trio again .
=x


haiz .
so bored .
borrowed a book titled ' Clicking Her Heels ' ,
and its good !
(:
and i hate the Audition Season 2 patch .
always got problem .
no worries .
my bro will solve it for me .
xP
im a computer idiot .
dont blame me .
lols .
:D

yesterday , choir .
totally embarassing .
Mr Lim called me 3 times .
broke the record of 2 .
and i have to sing alone with one person from each of the other sections .
ahh !
so scary .
T.T

luckily tomorrow i no need go choir .
hehes .
Yue Qi and Krystal .
good luck to you girls ,
and teach me everything you learn k ?
or else later i get scolded again .
):

jiayous !
+ oil .
(:

sorry for being so rude ,
but i really need to get it off my chest .
you can ignore if you dont wan to read .

you freaking liar .
trying to make a good impression in front your new gf issit?
i gave you my blessings .
and what did i get ?
you pushing all the blame to me .
dont forget what you did to me .
you know what will happen if i tell someone about it .
you started the whole thing .
i gave you what you wanted .
in the end ..
after you got them ,
you totally neglected me .
dont reply my sms ,
dont return my calls .
have you ever felt how i felt ?
and when have you even considered my feelings ?
always giving me false hopes .
every time you called .
you promised you would call later .
and i was looking forward to it .
but no you didnt call .
not even a sms saying that you are sorry .
for not keeping your promises .
it didnt only happened once ,
it happened 4 times .
how did you expect me to have faith in you ?
you said on your birthday , you would call me out and play .
but days later ,
say wan to be alone at home ,
dont even wan to see me .

you asshole .
you deserved to get scolded by me .
i still got lots more to go .
but i dont wan to waste my blog readers' time.


choir today ! (:
hehes .
but have to sing alone with one person from the other sections .
):
im scared ..
but all the best to me ya ?


im so happy today .
but there is nothing much to blog ..
o_____o
my brother going to camp tomorrow .
so .
yay me !
(:


i watched High School Musical 3 !
yay me !
xD
lalalas .

baxil , im so sorry !
i know its your first book out .
but dont be dissapointed ..
):
there is always next week !
:D
hahas .
绑架 your dog .
cut into two halves .
half cook curry , half got roast .
=x
ok . just joking .

acutally ..
im not blogging from home .
im in my ' prison' cell .
=x
but for people who care ,
i will be back
i still got choir sessions to attend you know ..
:D

its all me fault issnt it ?
you said it wasnt .
i made you get scolded .
i made your phone get confiscated .
i made you go through so much pain .
it really hurts me ..
when you say that you are alright when you gone through so much .
dont worry .
i wouldnt make all of this go to waste .
i swear to treat bearbear well .
and i swear to stand by your side .
even if i seem like a idiot ,
who waited for so many people but got hurt in the end ,
but im a retard .
so i will wait for you like any retard would wait .
who cares ?!
(:


im on a road ,
exactly at ten .
you dont do as you are told ,
but you may lose the pen .
dont make it white .
because you should know ,
it will bite ..
and its cold .


last day of school .
last day of my sec 2 life .
last time 2/5 '08 greeted Ms Tham goodbye together .
last time i would get to see one of my 2/5 '08 classmate .
and last day i get to be in the same class as Dhabitah .
):

again ..
a mixture of feelings .
sad , heartbroken , and happy .
haiz ..

sad ..
because my results , a little dissapointing .
and YangJie going to migrate to Shanghai .
sad sad .
):

heartbroken .
because my phone ..
still no money .
*cries*

happy ..
because its the last day of school !
can slack slack .
=x
then can sleep all day!
yay !
and i got all the subjects i wanted .
yipee !!
:D
so gay .
gay equals happy .
happy equals gay .
(:

thats it for today !
see you in the next few days !
hehes .
=)

[ p.s. to yang jie . ]
thanks for the compliment . (:
dont get shocked by me too many times .
later get heart attack .
=x
hope to see you again .
you were a great friend too !
:D


AHH !
stupid panadol .
why never piak my sickness huh ?

haiz ..
this morning , a war broke out at my house .
between my maid and my mum .
my mother keep saying that the maid cook too much .
and i agree .
=x
i was like bathing inside the toilet ..
and they so much louder than my phone that is blasting music .
-.-

my maid lor ..
go argue with her .
so Lesson #1 : Dont be so stupid to argue with my mum . You will never win de .
then my maid started crying ..
so sad .
):
luckily my second brother woke up and stop my mum .
she was really pushing the maid to her extremes ..
the maid was already on her knees ,
begging my mum to stop .
but my mum kept on scolding ..
and scolding .
seriously spoilt my mood .

go to school , even worst .
phone now is 0 cents .
dont even have money for emergency calls .
*cries*
then during dance leh .
my neck started to hurt like mad .
so many moves cannot do .
T.T

today is a bad bad day for me .
really bad .


i dont give a damn about it ..
the dangers . consequenses . blah .
its all the same old things .
just use your common sense lar .
use your brain man , think !
i know it very very well .
these kind of things need to teach de meh ?
-.-
blogs , are online diaries , and open to any one in public .
so if you dont want people to read your blog ,
then go change the settings lar !
haiz .
its as simple as that .
and you just need to think deeper to find out the rest of the prevention methods .
even better , dont go online .

just joking .
im totally addicted to the internet .
especially Blogger and Tickle.com . (:
headache headache .
go away .
dont even think of coming back .
bleah .
or else i ask panadol go piak you .
xD

i use the 'S' word on myself . (:


im so sick ..
down with a cold ..
janice says that alot of people farted today ..
lucky i cant smell anything . (:
so sian seh .
nothing to do .
anyone got Panadol ?
its coming back again !!
T.T

3 more days till the holidays .
a mixture of feelings ,
i dont know how to describe it .
its tough .
today's lessons just reminds me of that thing .
something that left a scar .
something that made me give up on myself .
something that made me lose faith .
something that made me go mad .
something that broke my heart .
something that made me bleed .

now all i can do ,
is to just look at the bright side ..
that it was something that not many people went through .
something that made me more sensitive .
something that made me stop being so naive .
something that stopped me in my tracks for quite a while .
something that made me fall .

but now i stood up ..
after hiding in a corner to lick my wounds so such a long time ,
after crying day and night .
its never going to have the chance to made me fall again .
never .
its time to smile !
:D


*yawns*
couldnt sleep last night ..
too much afternoon cat naps ..
im really 猪猪 seh ..
haiz ..
yesterday's choir session ..
only about 16 -17 people came .
-.-

but today's SEP was Dance !
as in we are doing hip hop !
xD
i was thinking that they would teach us more popping and isolation ..
but in the end ..
most of it was locking and some old school hip hop moves ..

never mind !
at least OKTOPUSO is rocks at doing the wave !
as in your two arms create something like a wave ~
and OKTOPUSO was born to do popping !
:D
she did catch quite alot of attention .
=x
at least it was fun !
:D
and she's good at it right ..

and the other guy instructor was one of the members of a band that participated in 非常 Super Band last year !
he looks cool and so handsome in those clothes that he was wearing !
xD
lols ..
im really despo huh ?
=x
looking forward to the next session on next tuesday !
(:

you cheeky boy . (:
dont cry .
it wasnt for real .
but that plan had a hoophole which cannot be covered up ..
if i told you about the plan at a wrong timing ,
as in too late ,
i would lose you . forever .


im mad about guys .
too despo .
-.-


(i)







(ii)





(iii)





(iv)





(v)














ANSWERS .

(i) Benji Madden !
(ii) Fort Minor !
(iii) Green Day !
(iv) Kevin Jonas !
(v) The Click Five !


dont mind me ..
really bored ..
so ..
more photos of guys !
now guess who they are !
:D
(i)





(ii)





(iii)




(iv)





(v)




(vi)































ANSWERS !




(i) We_the_Kings !

(ii) Linkin Park !

(iii) Metro Station !

(iv) OneRepublic !

(v) Simple Plan !

(vi) Sum 41 !


im a little crazy and tired today .
so ..
just wanted to post some pictures .
lets see if you can recognise them . (:



(i)












(ii)

ANSWERS (:

(i) Marshall Allman !
(ii) Good Charlotte !
(iii) Trace Cyrus !
(iv) David Archuleta !
(v) Boys Like Girls !
(vi) Forever the Sickest Kids !


so how many answers did you get correct ?
:D




i cant hold on much longer ..
its getting worst ..
i have no choice but to miss that chance .
or else ,
i have no chances left .
i can feel that disappointment .
so all i can say now , is ..
im really sorry .
i know it wouldnt change anything ..
but i really have no choice .
but if you insist , i will spend it with you ..
with no more chances left .


here and now .
i wan announce the marks of me & me besties . (:

DeKay :
97/100 . [maths]
61/70 . [geography]
41/55 . [ history]
27/50 . [english]


YueQi : 98/100 . [maths]


Ariel :
69/100 . [maths]
40/55 . [history]
30/50 . [english]


WeiYu :
58/100 . [maths]
44/55 . [history]


tingting :
59/100 . [maths]
42/55 . [geography]
38/55 . [history]
29/50 . [english]


wuyya :
52/100 . [maths]
21/50 . [english]


emo emo liao .



attention to all friends . [ those who have my number ] .
i just changed my phone number .
and if you wan to get it ,
please just kindly sms my number that you have at the moment .
and i will sms you back with my new number .
those who fail to do so before i throw my old sim cards away ,
will lose contact with me . forever .
=x
so do sms me ya ! [no spamming ]
:D

my besties are supposed to ignore this stupid post .
ty ! (:


everyone !
tell you something .
i got a boyfriend ..
and he's called bearbear !
=x
i love it so much ..
hehes .
(:

exams are over ..
and its so fun !
:D

i see that you found your special someone .
im quite sorry .
and i hope that you are happy .
if you was wondering about my reply to last sms to me ,
i say yes i do ..
but i saw no future between us .
everything was just too fast .
and i didnt wan you to feel ..
that i was taking you as a substitute of someone else .
im really sorry .
i know that im very bad .
but seeing that you are happy now ..
i seem to be at peace .


hmm ..
lets play a game .
with peoples' names .
:D
give you example .
lets use the name : MARSHALL .

Moron .
Asleep .
Racist .
Shorty .
Hamsome .
ARMPIT.
Lazy
Lau ya .

i know its stupid .
if dhabitah sees this ,
she is so going to kill me .
and if you saw this and your name is Marshall ,
no offence .
it issnt targeted to anyone .
so dont sue me .

seriously ,
no offence .
its just for fun . (:


happy birthday to you ,
happy birthday to you .
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO GALVIN .
happy birthday to you .
:D

happy birthday !
(:
and this post is specially delicated to you ,
and your 15th birthday .
and i wan my big share of your birthday cake .
=x


bleah .
first thing .
EXAMS ARE OVER ! (:
so happy seh ..
hehes ..
now go partying all day long .

second thing .
FRIDAY : BOOKED . someone already made special reservations .
but 15 OCTOBER : Super free . (:

for bookings , please just get my god damned number from someone / somewhere .
=P




happy birthday to galvin ! (:
just wanted to wish you happy birthday early .
:D


2 more days .
and you are going to go soon .
i wish you all the best when you are serving your ns .
to baxil .
love , from me . (:


i really dont know what to do .
with my exams ending tomorrow ,
i should be happy .
not feeling like this ..
but happy about one thing .
i stared at him today .
and he didnt even dare to look into my eyes .

serve you right man !
you should be scared of me .
if not ..
then i will make you scared of me .
=P

hehes ..
after exams ,
im booked for so many day lar .
WEDNESDAY : im not telling you . cheeky me . =P
THURSDAY : go vivocity watch Mama Mia the movie ..
FRIDAY : very available .
SATURDAY : very available
SUNDAY : My OFF day . (:

for booking , please get my number from somewhere and give a call . (:


haiz .
within 3 months . ( maybe 4 )
so many things happened .
too many .

on the surface ,
its seems to be a miracle .
one that most girls wanted ,
that is to make themselves more attractive .
and have boyfriends ..
like all those pretty girls do ..

but .
they never seem to realise .
that thing that happened to me ..
wasnt exactly a miracle .
yes ,
i got boyfriends .
i have guys crushing on me .
but so what ?

for all those things that i didnt want .
i had to pay a prize .
and its just too pricely .
that no girl would wan to pay that price even if they could .
those things i lost ..
can never be retrieved ..
never .

it hurts too much .
it made be give myself up .
it made me go crazy .

do i deserve this ?
i dont know .

i dont usually do this .
but for her , i will .
you bf .
you think you very handsome issnt ?
just because she refused to give in to your freaking raging hormones .
you hurt her . you broke her heart .
she dont deserve this .
you like her only for her appearance .
but she gave you all her heart .

seriously .
f-ck off her back .
if you ever get close to her again .
with the rights that she is my good friend .
you are dead meat .
its a 100% with one chop .


so happy today .
nothing much to blog though .
choir is tomorrow !
(:

HUITING ♥
Hello :D
Huiting here ♥
Hope you tagged ! (:

& I'm sorry , but I can't be perfect .
Too bad if I fail to meet your so called 'standards' .
I wasn't born to meet them anyway .
(:





afif !
bryan !
caiyi !
cassie !
ccks choir ! (:
cheriting ! (:
chrystine !
cindy !
dawn !
dennis !
denty !
DHABITAH ! :D
dion !
edwin !
eleanor !
elizabeth !
fiona !
Galvin KORKOR ! :D
jia lun !
JOSLYN ! :D
peiyi !
Kai Lun !
Keng Hao !
Kok Ho ! (:
Krystal ! (:
ms lim !
Quek tingting ! :D
shao yi ! :D
Shi Ya ! :D
Weiyu ! :D
wen jie !
Yan Ling !
Yong sheng !
Yue qi !
Yvonne !
2/5’o8 !
3/5'o9 !