exam . exam . exam .
-.-
2 more days .
to first exam : lit .
o_o
super sian lor .
keep reading about flour babies ..
T.T
someone talk to me and save me from boredom .
save me .
-.-
who give a damn about me sia .

dying animal here .
peace to me .
:D


seriously , im broke .
T.T
yesterday ,


really sian lar ..
ez link card no money .
phone no money .
pocket no money .
at home no money .
everywhere also no money .
-.-
haiz ..
really have to work hard le ..
sian lor ..
but how ?
haiz ..
someone come chua chu kang save me leh ..
im dying


14 more days , to start of exams .
T.T
really sian from all that studying .
everyday also study maths .
really boring you know ?
but no choice what .
need to put my grades ,
so i good girl and go attend english remedial .
:D
this is the task given : an introduction of a composition .
(:

read mine :

I could not believe my eyes, of what is right in front of me. That familiar warm and caring eyes , that innocent look, that pair of warm and loving hands, and those lips of his, where the words, of undying love, came out from. But yet, he broke my heart, at that very moment, when my eyes set on him, with that same pair of hands, hugging a girl, my soul mate .
nice right ?

written with simple words .
see the beauty of simplicity .
xD
next time then give you the whole story .

but note : This is FICTIONAL . Meaning NOT TRUE .
i dump the guys . not the other way round .
and i got a bad record .,
but i just dont give a damn .
(:


today .
is also be a day i would never forget ..
he died ,
in a faraway land .
and today .
is the day when his will was announced .
i had no idea at first ,
when his lawyer called .
but once i entered that conference room ,
everything , became clear .
tears , cries , sadness ,
which was on his family's faces .
you wouldnt have any idea of how i felt .
being the only friend there .
even before the lawyer spoke ,
tears just escaped from my eyes ,
like as if there was a whole tank of tears in my eyes .
i just cant help but cry .
it was really though .
and on his will ,
he stated : Miss Too Hui Ting , will recieve 5% of all the property , cash , and everything else under Mr Kenneth Lim's name .

i dont wan your money .
i dont wan anything that i am supposed to recieve under your will .
i just wan you back , alive .
i hate you for putting my name under your will .
your whole family opposed it .
and do you know how i felt ?!
somemore , no one was there to protect me . and be with me .
you broke your promise .
and you were the one who told me , promises are not meant to be broken .
and you were the one who said that no matter who you are with , or where you are ,
you would protect me as you sister no matter what .
but you lied . liar . liar . liar .
i dont wan your stinking money ,
i dont wan your stinking property ,
i just wan your stinking butt back here .
YOU GET IT ??!

and one more thing .
if i caused anyone to have any negitive with me yesterday ,
then i apologise here and now .

kenneth .
come back , will you ?


o_o
study week .
bleah .
sian .
one last thing .
sorry kor .
on your tagboard write your name instead of mine .
i must be out of my mind after copying newspaper acrticles .
=x





i dont know why , but i suddenly miss the former owner of this bear very much ..
and i regret losing this couple bear ..
it was the last thing that kept us together .
but after that bear was lost ,
we never contacted each other ever since .
i wonder how he's doing right now ..

To the former owner :
if you happen to pass by ,
im sorry about losing it .
but now ,
the only thing that you gave me which i didnt lose ,
was that SIM card that you gave me .
thank you .
(:

and now ,
the only thing that i want to know ,
is why did you do that to me ?
if you are willing ,
please , just tell me .

thank you ..
and i bid you farewell ..
=)

‘我会永远爱你的。’
these seven words are written by him .
on that folded piece of paper attached to the bears on the right ..

used to wish he would say these words to me .
but now no more ..


its holiday !
(:
but its not exactly a holiday ..
more like a study at home week .
-.-
3 more weeks to exams .
just get back term 3 results ..
only fail one subject ,
Art with a stunning 33.3 .
~.~
many things has happened for the past 2 to 3 days .
guess i better go study ..
tomorrow got science supplementary and CCA .
and tune in to 987 FM today , as Boys Like Girls would be performing LIVE !
(:

30 august 2008 . this day will never be forgotten .
the day . when i kicked people out of my game , of my life .
they were with me for a long time , fighting with me .
but now , i decided to let them go .
by making them be angry with me ,
so that they would never want to see , hear , or even think of me .
i want them to hate me , forever .
to safeguard their own lives .
i had no choice , i could see that fear in you .
that fear , of dying .
you guys were the ones , who made me remember that smile .
that smile that i lost , many years ago .
but now , if i can make your mind rest ,
about having your lives in danger just for me .
i am willing , to sacrifice anything and everything of mine , even that smile .
and with that , i heard your true words , your true thoughts .
every single word you said , or that you sent ,
are like knifes that pierced through me , at that instant that i heard , or read those words , just like that .
and the unbearable pain is still there , right now .
but if that pain , no matter how much it hurts me ,
is able to just put your mind that soul in peace ,
i will carry this pain with me . for the rest of my life ,
alone .
you guys were just like my family ,
but this is probably my last battle .
i dont know how long it would last , and what i have to face .
all i know , is this battle , is between life , and death .
i dont want you to risk your lives for me .
this is a war . not some troubles that you see in everyday life .
even if i were to die , remember , i will die alone .
and no one would be able shed a single tear ,
just because of me .
you all have your own lives , so move on !
dont ever look back . put me into your past , your memories .
not your present , nor your future .
get on with your lives !
dont look for me .
by the time you read this ,
i would have deleted your numbers , your emails , your links , or whatever it is .
so dont bother to contact me anymore .
remember ,
为了你，我牺牲了你给我的笑容，我的快乐，我的一切。
别让我白牺牲这一切，
把我忘了，去好好地过你的日子，
我做的一切，都是为了你们。
现在我要给你们我走之前的最后六个字。
对不起，我爱你。

HUITING ♥
Hello :D
Huiting here ♥
Hope you tagged ! (:

& I'm sorry , but I can't be perfect .
Too bad if I fail to meet your so called 'standards' .
I wasn't born to meet them anyway .
(:





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