im now a little fox out of her cage .
:D
why did i say im a fox ?
because my character is the most similar to a fox then any other animal .
(:
cant focus in class lately ..
dont know why ..
haiz ..
today , our dear mdm koh gave us worksheets ( which i hate so much ) .
you wanna know how thick it is ?
its ....

::::::: from here :::::::::

i did it . no regrets .

feeling hurt . but i hope you are happy .

may you find your plane , may you fly .

dont act hurt in front of me .

all your lies . about worrying for me .

if you are worried , why didnt you try much harder to contact me ?

liar . i see that im less important than the internet . less important then things you do everyday .

i gave you my true love , rejected guys who cried in front of me after telling them im not the girl for them .

i regretted rejecting them . they are the ones who really loved me . not you .

i was blind . very blind .

you know who you are .

once again ,

may you fly as what you desire .

may you find that plane that is fated to help you in your flight .

sorry to make you crash .

but im just not your plane . and i realised that you are not my passanger either .

i bid farewell .

bon voyage ~

heys .
im bored .
spent the day sleeping and yawning in class .
got an A ( for cubes) , A+ ( for cones ) for my colour rendering .
haiz ..
guess thats all .

im not waiting for you anymore .
i dont want you to choose between me and so many people.
guess we are not meant to be .
i waited for your answers for a long long time , no reply .
i feel you treat be like a dog , a bitch (as in a female dog ) .
when you wan to ask me out or ask me something , only then you sms .
you completely changed .
i hate that . you are just like him .
so im not going to make that same mistake again by waiting any longer .
i dont want to do this , it would leave a bad record on me .
but you hurt me . so dont blame me for being cruel .
told you , i wasnt kidding about that ' hurt me and i will make you suffer hell ' thing .
but im not going to let you go to hell , i loved you once . but not anymore .
im not that cruel .
i know you dont want me anymore , asking people to intro girls to you .
dont keep me back . go away from me .
shoo . go far far away from me .
i dont wan to see you again . never again .

i hate you . you flirt . i hate you . for not loving me . i hate you . for making me love you . i hate you .
. hate you . hate you . hate you .


blah balah .
posting at school .
=x
shh .
later i get scolding .
im back from my own vacation .
i feel bettter now .
but when i went to friendster , many secrets i discover .
i dont know whats going on ,
but i would just let time tell me on its own ..
i just hope , that someone would tell me on his / her own about what is going on .
byes .
:D


i don't know whats wrong with me .
but i think ..
that another side of me is surfacing ,
much more often than it used to ..
its just too tiring , to control it everytime .
when i chat to people , whether its online or by any means of communication ,
i always hear my friends saying positive comments about me .

' kind , pretty , confident , cool , calm '
these are things that i hear most often ..
for that word ' PRETTY ' that is up there , its 100% unbelievable .
when my specs is on , i become a monster and a total freak in people's eyes .
but when i take it off , i get a totally opposite reaction ..
people start saying that im gorgeous , and all that crap .
ok .. maybe its not crap when my stead says it to me ..
he's my hubby what ..
so sweet of him .
xD
but other than him , and HIM ,
those word sound unbelievable when it comes from other people ..
then i ask my ' darling ' (definitely NOT my stead ) ,
he suan me like siao ..
T.T
it hurts ok ..
yesterday talk to him on the phone , got suan again ,
and got scolding by my bro .
but i found 2 phrases that i would like to share .

1st one : " there is never a time when a guy that girl that close who do not get into a boy-girl relationship . "

do you believe it or not ?
well , just to tell you , I DON'T .
i can even prove that its not true , with my first best friend .
he's a guy too , and he's one of the guys who are almost as close to me as how my stead is close to me .
just to tell you something .
i used to hate girls , except myself .
i have a unbelievable & crazy past .
people who know about my past , they are all guys .

i admit .
when i was small ,
i was stupid , i was dumb , i had no backbone , i had no stand of my own .
in the end , i always tell my secrets to the wrong people , and they are all girls ,
my secrets get out , and i get mocked my people .

since the first day of nursery , and even now , i have been laughed at , looked down at , and left out of my class .
and being in the same group as me for a project , always seems to be a torture ,
except for my group of friends .

2nd pharse : ' Love the sinner , but Hate the sin '

its very hard to do , i know ..
but i did it once ..
it took me years just to do it once .
why ??
the person i forgave , backstabbed me many , many times ..
but i thought it through ..
some people are just like that . let them say what they want .
all i can do , is to pray for them , and hope for them to change .

i want to rest , chase him out of my mind .
history is repeating itself ,
again .

im now in the verge of giving it up .
im tired , too tired .

history is repeating .
and i dont wan to go though that process again .
its painful .
and its draining me of my happiness in school .

but i love him alot .
i really do .
whatever i do is going to hurt , whether i give up or not .

for now , i guess have to hold on a while more ....
and let time ..
show me what to do ....

if you still wan to let this continue ,
then dont blame me for being cruel .



happy birthday Singapore !
:D
i just love the Beijing Olympics Opening Ceremony .
NDP 2008 is so short and boring .
=x
its used to end at about 10+ to 11 + ..
but this year , 8 + end liao .
T.T
boring day ahead ,
looking at how someone can be so biased ..
Conclusion : He/She is an unreliable source as he/she is biased .
(:
i know no elaborations , sorry .
so .. 0 marks for me !
yay !!
-.-
last night , got 2 people dozed off while smsing me in the night without even telling me ,
and make me so bored ..
lucky , i found my old soft toys and arranged them nicely ,
and took around 20 photos using my big brother's camera ..
xP
All taken to PERFECTION .
:D
although its abit blur ..
but still very nice !
if you wan take a look , just sms me and i send them to you .
(:
hehes .

Those who dont know my number how ?

GOOD QUESTION .
:D
Response : Wait until i get my bluetooth device . =x

sian .

ADOPTED CHORUS ( my version ) from Shine for Singapore .

Strive for TOO HUITING ,
This is my song ..
Deep inside your heart where I belongs
I'll always stay, strive for my goals.
You will achieve with visions so bold.

xD

okie .
no more joking .
im off to continue ' The Adventures of Huiting and her MATHS Assessment Book . '
:D

REMEMBER .
Strive for ME !
xD


i offically forgotten sean ! ( dont ask me how/who he is )
happiness to me !
(:
here's a secret for all .
IM TELLING THE WHOLE WORLD THAT I HAVE ANOTHER STEAD LE !
:D
whether you approve of us or not .
i dont care .
(:
because i really love him alot .
we have been together for one month plus , and he is the person i was waiting for on saturday .
he's name is a secret , but his 18 .
=x
i know there is an age gap , but it feels like we understand each other and know each other for a long long time , and he somehow knows what i like and what i want .
he almost pang seh me again on Satuday .
T.T
but he didnt .
(:

today , i got back my history test .
13/15 !
(:
hahas .
i won Dhabitah !
muahahaha .
Take that !
xD
and for design and technology ,
i was the top amongst the odd numbers !
hahas !
so happy lar ..
still remember i last year got last in class in design and technology with around 21% .
so stupid sia me .
T.T
now i doing geography project about land reclamation in Singapore .
so dont disturb me le .
byes !
xP


Family Day is today for Chua Chu Kang Sec . (:
tired after a day of running , shouting , singing until keep going out of tune , cutting of vegetables , begging people to buy sandwiches ( aren't i pathetic ? ) , and avoiding my juniors .
today ,
each class and each cca are supposed to to set up a game / food stall .
Class Stall : PERANAKAN POPIAH .
CCA Stall : Sandwiches and Bee Hoon .
lols .
morning from 6.45 to 11 plus -> at Home Econs room , staircase , canteen , choir stall , toilet .. -.-
11 plus to 3 plus -> running around , feeding Shiya my lunch , being pulled around by people , lending people money , buying my new stuffed toy called ' Lion ' ( i wanted two lions ! T.T ) , and of course ....... eat eat eat ! xD
after the whole event over , i go count money ( coupons ) , and keep getting scolding ..
then walk home with Shiya ( i be lightbulb of the day ) , then go walk walk with friends while waiting for 某某人 who say wan meet me today but in the end 某某人 cannot be contacted .
T.T
i waited for 4 hour plus ..
sent 3 smses , called 3 times .
no one replied , no one pick up the phone .
i dont know why , im worried and afraid that something had happened ..
on the way home , i cried , ON A PUBLIC BUS . -.-
it made me remember how alone i was ..
then on the lift , my neighbour saw me and asked what happened .
so i just lied and said ' Auntie , im ok .. no need to worry . i just sprained my ankle . '
and im still standing straight . -.-
Now about the NDP celebration in our school .
i am one of the six suay people who have to stand in front of whole school and sing .
people think its a blessing , i think its a torture .
T.T
Anyways , time to makan !
lols .
NIRMAL IS LOVED BY ME !
:D

HUITING ♥
Hello :D
Huiting here ♥
Hope you tagged ! (:

& I'm sorry , but I can't be perfect .
Too bad if I fail to meet your so called 'standards' .
I wasn't born to meet them anyway .
(:





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