Ending of the Fifteenth chapter ♥ ;

Monday, November 3

haiz . missed that sirloin steak today .
never mind .
tomorrow go with yue qi .
my treat .
(:
QIQI hor ?
xD
lols !
im so dead if she sees this .
and bearbear was in my bag .
so ke lian .
so after lunch i took it out and play !
its so cute !
until weiyu wan molest .
T.T
no fear bearbear .
didnt let her touch you .
wan touch also i touch right ?
=x
joking lar .
i also dont wan touch .
just wan hug only .
(:
so cuddly .
bearbear ,
i will love you forever and ever .
put you in my arms forever .
who ask you so cute ..
:D

why am i still so bothered about you ?
is it because i still love you ?
or is it just for the simple reason that i wan to be friends with you ?
if i still love you like before ..
that what is that feeling i have for my boyfriend now ?
im really confused .
i dont know whats going on .
i have no idea how to deal with this situation .
what is this mixture of emotions i have right now ?
it doesnt feel good at all .
everything is going the wrong way .
maybe i should just go ahead and do what im planning to do .
a little of this . and a little of that .
i dont mind .
as long it is able to take this pain away .
i dont give a damn .

Thats all she wrote . Monday, November 03, 2008.