Friday, November 7
today was so fun !
i definitely felt so much better .
eating with Yanling and QIQI ,
watching QIQI eat her takoyaki ,
seeing Krystal & Yanling bickering at the piano ,
and QIQI calling me ..
SPAGHETTI TOO HUITING . but still say my hair look like spaghetti .
never mind ..
at least better than maggie mee .
:D
it was so fun .
made me forget about everything i was thinking about .
hahas .
so sian ..
sister go malaysia le .
pang seh me .
dont wan me liao .
):
果然是死 sister ..
must must come back lor .
i wan force you to cross dress .
=x
Note to choir members : Those who wants go go to Miss Lim's house on 15th November , please confirm whether you are going or not as i need to tell Miss Lim the number of people going there because she will order lunch for us .
(:
the feeling of being alone .im much more used to it .i feel more comfortable .let me forget my worries .and run around like a kid .when i look at my photos of when i was small ,i seemed so happy ,with a big wide smile .but when i look into the mirror .i look so horrible when i try to smile widely .i ...dont even know how im feeling right now ..its just ..that feeling ..to know that i cant smile like last time .have you ever felt ..how it feels like to lose your smile ?or trying to smile but failed after not smiling for years ?can you feel what im feeling right now ?do you know how it feels like ?!it cant be explained through words .its horrible , but its more than just that .its ok ..no need to care about me ..i will face this alone , all by myself . just leave me alone .
Thats all she wrote . Friday, November 07, 2008.
