Monday, October 6
haiz .
within 3 months . ( maybe 4 )
so many things happened .
too many .
on the surface ,
its seems to be a miracle .
one that most girls wanted ,
that is to make themselves more attractive .
and have boyfriends ..
like all those pretty girls do ..
but .
they never seem to realise .
that thing that happened to me ..
wasnt exactly a miracle .
yes ,
i got boyfriends .
i have guys crushing on me .
but so what ?
for all those things that i didnt want .
i had to pay a prize .
and its just too pricely .
that no girl would wan to pay that price even if they could .
those things i lost ..
can never be retrieved ..
never .it hurts too much .
it made be give myself up .
it made me go crazy .
do i deserve this ?
i dont know .i dont usually do this .but for her , i will .you bf .you think you very handsome issnt ?just because she refused to give in to your freaking raging hormones .you hurt her . you broke her heart . she dont deserve this .you like her only for her appearance .but she gave you all her heart .seriously .f-ck off her back .if you ever get close to her again .with the rights that she is my good friend .you are dead meat .its a 100% with one chop .
Thats all she wrote . Monday, October 06, 2008.
