Monday, September 1
its holiday !
(:
but its not exactly a holiday ..
more like a study at home week .
-.-
3 more weeks to exams .
just get back term 3 results ..
only fail one subject ,
Art with a stunning 33.3 .
~.~
many things has happened for the past 2 to 3 days .
guess i better go study ..
tomorrow got science supplementary and
CCA .
and tune in to 987
FM today , as Boys Like Girls would be performing LIVE !
(:
30 august 2008 . this day will never be forgotten .the day . when i kicked people out of my game , of my life .they were with me for a long time , fighting with me .but now , i decided to let them go .by making them be angry with me , so that they would never want to see , hear , or even think of me .i want them to hate me , forever .to safeguard their own lives .i had no choice , i could see that fear in you .that fear , of dying .you guys were the ones , who made me remember that smile .that smile that i lost , many years ago .but now , if i can make your mind rest ,about having your lives in danger just for me .i am willing , to sacrifice anything and everything of mine , even that smile .and with that , i heard your true words , your true thoughts .every single word you said , or that you sent , are like knifes that pierced through me , at that instant that i heard , or read those words , just like that .and the unbearable pain is still there , right now .but if that pain , no matter how much it hurts me ,is able to just put your mind that soul in peace , i will carry this pain with me . for the rest of my life , alone .you guys were just like my family ,but this is probably my last battle . i dont know how long it would last , and what i have to face .all i know , is this battle , is between life , and death .i dont want you to risk your lives for me . this is a war . not some troubles that you see in everyday life .even if i were to die , remember , i will die alone .and no one would be able shed a single tear ,just because of me . you all have your own lives , so move on !dont ever look back . put me into your past , your memories .not your present , nor your future .get on with your lives ! dont look for me .by the time you read this , i would have deleted your numbers , your emails , your links , or whatever it is .so dont bother to contact me anymore .remember ,为了你，我牺牲了你给我的笑容，我的快乐，我的一切。别让我白牺牲这一切，把我忘了，去好好地过你的日子， 我做的一切，都是为了你们。现在我要给你们我走之前的最后六个字。对不起，我爱你。
Thats all she wrote . Monday, September 01, 2008.
